HEY READERS! [:
FOR THE WIN FOR THE WIN!!
today's church activity was SO fun!!
So many camworhes..
And Elsia made me a wand with a star!!
When we need to walk faster, I told them this,
"At the command on this wand, I command you to walk faster!"
LAME-NESS right?
Anw, I was so happy to have mag,yinsan,els,tirzah to haf lunch with me.
Cos I tot no one will come for lunch. But when I received the msg this morning, it was good news!
another good news was, my relatives are coming to my house for lunch during CNY's eve. and I get to see them b4 I go for work! isnt that AWESOME?!
GOD IS SO GREAT!! LOVESSS! <3
And guess wad?
Friday was a tiring day, but its was super funny! Esp when I was walking back with my "walk-to-woodlands-mrt-station" peeps!
Cos Fatin accidentally dropped her ez-link card, and Mingshawn happened to see it and picked it up. Den he and dan decided to prank on her.
Dan pretended to answer a call from Yi Ting and said that Fatin's Ez Link is in class.
When Fatin heard this, she gave the
"OMG!-YOU-MEAN-I-HAVE-WALK-ALL-THE-WAY-BACK-TO-CLASS cum
"WHAT-AM-I-SUPPOSE-TO-DO?!" face!!
IT WAS DAMM funnie!
especially when she knew that it was a prank! ALL STARTED laughing their heads OFF!! :D
Oh well, thats about it. GTA SLEEP now!
NIGHTS!
BYE READERS [:
Saturday, January 30, 2010
Thursday, January 28, 2010
the first time
Hey readers! [:
Whoa, it seems like today is the first time that I spoke of Christianity to my walk-to-woodlands-MRT peeps! Specially Fatin. Cos she was interested. [:
Oh well, im just providing them with information rather than preaching the gospel.
But anw, its kinda cool (:
Funny funny very funny super dan....
That facebook app says that he's the valentine for 2010~
Den he commented to ask me whether im free on sat. LOL?!
its been so long that I ever felt so tired..whoa..
I couldn't even think properly by the time i reached home and talked to granny..
I couldn't even listen properly...
my brain isn't functioning!!
Lie on the bed...fell asleep immediately
Anw, I always get teased by my classmates..
say that the 35 years old guy is my boyfriend. said that he was waiting for me outside.
He even asked lovein where AM I when im not in sch that day!
Jeff kept "promoting" him to me. Said that he's rich and blahh..
Den I ask him to marry him if he likes him so much.
Den he said that he oso wan BUT HE DOESN'T LIKE him!
LOL?!
I noe its just teasing lah. I shadn't do anything to break that 35 yrs old heart.
he's not like my sec sch stalker who will stalk me home. So not that dangerous or rather..scary.
But come to think of it...he does look a bit like a pervert...
OK STOP! THIS IS BAD OF ME TO THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO ME LIDDAT!**winks**
I wei ah I wei...
She said I look like some 13 yr old kid. and I said WAD?!?! Den got some pple or issit her that said that actually they wanna say is 12 yr old kid. Yi Ting said its good wad! like scholar liddat, come RP...
I was like...-.-" yeah its good and HAHAHAHA admit that I'm the scholar >.<
Well, I do admit that i'm kinda immatured in the way i've carried out myself...
anyhow kick chairs/shout/laughed like hyena (laughed at everything)/anyhow throw temper and get pissed by the worksheet questions/eat so unglamly/go round disturbing pple and anyhow click on anything.
Well..since when did I become like this? I remembered first sem was kinda okay...
It seemed to me like when time passed, I'm becoming more immatured!! >.<
This is soo soo odd!
Well, probably this is the only class that I can do something like this all the time and they wouldn't mind...I wonder if the next sem class could take in all these nonsense from me!
I guess I don't even dare to speak out..thinking that probably they're a lot more mature than me.
But somehow, I feel that people should be more fun wad..
Should do crazy stuff.. If not life would be such a bore..isnt it? :p
Alrighty,
I should bathe now. its 842pm and I havent changed my strawberry short cake pad! =XX
BYE READERS! [:
Whoa, it seems like today is the first time that I spoke of Christianity to my walk-to-woodlands-MRT peeps! Specially Fatin. Cos she was interested. [:
Oh well, im just providing them with information rather than preaching the gospel.
But anw, its kinda cool (:
Funny funny very funny super dan....
That facebook app says that he's the valentine for 2010~
Den he commented to ask me whether im free on sat. LOL?!
its been so long that I ever felt so tired..whoa..
I couldn't even think properly by the time i reached home and talked to granny..
I couldn't even listen properly...
my brain isn't functioning!!
Lie on the bed...fell asleep immediately
Anw, I always get teased by my classmates..
say that the 35 years old guy is my boyfriend. said that he was waiting for me outside.
He even asked lovein where AM I when im not in sch that day!
Jeff kept "promoting" him to me. Said that he's rich and blahh..
Den I ask him to marry him if he likes him so much.
Den he said that he oso wan BUT HE DOESN'T LIKE him!
LOL?!
I noe its just teasing lah. I shadn't do anything to break that 35 yrs old heart.
he's not like my sec sch stalker who will stalk me home. So not that dangerous or rather..scary.
But come to think of it...he does look a bit like a pervert...
OK STOP! THIS IS BAD OF ME TO THINK OF OTHER PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO ME LIDDAT!**winks**
I wei ah I wei...
She said I look like some 13 yr old kid. and I said WAD?!?! Den got some pple or issit her that said that actually they wanna say is 12 yr old kid. Yi Ting said its good wad! like scholar liddat, come RP...
I was like...-.-" yeah its good and HAHAHAHA admit that I'm the scholar >.<
Well, I do admit that i'm kinda immatured in the way i've carried out myself...
anyhow kick chairs/shout/laughed like hyena (laughed at everything)/anyhow throw temper and get pissed by the worksheet questions/eat so unglamly/go round disturbing pple and anyhow click on anything.
Well..since when did I become like this? I remembered first sem was kinda okay...
It seemed to me like when time passed, I'm becoming more immatured!! >.<
This is soo soo odd!
Well, probably this is the only class that I can do something like this all the time and they wouldn't mind...I wonder if the next sem class could take in all these nonsense from me!
I guess I don't even dare to speak out..thinking that probably they're a lot more mature than me.
But somehow, I feel that people should be more fun wad..
Should do crazy stuff.. If not life would be such a bore..isnt it? :p
Alrighty,
I should bathe now. its 842pm and I havent changed my strawberry short cake pad! =XX
BYE READERS! [:
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
(:
"All at once, you look across a crowded room for no one in particular, just looking. Suddenly, you see him, but, oh, how many times you've seen him before. So why did your heart just skip a beat? Your eyes meet by mere coincidence, or is it? At that moment you both instantly know that the relationship between the two of you, will never be the same again."
Monday, January 25, 2010
the worse CRAMP hit
Hey readers [:
I can't smile like the smiley anymore. Its super duper painful till I can't smile.
It was still fine in the morning. But during the 3rd meeting, the worse thing hit me...
MENSTRUAL CRAMP! it wasn't just it...
Its like I wana poop too that kinda feelin but it just doesn't come out!
*DOUBLE BLOW*
After so many days of tiredness..the worse hit came and I felt that I'm doomed for sure this week..
I shouldn't miss class last week..should have waited till this week...
Oh well, class was still fun!!
We did videos again! and this time, mingshawn is the dance instructor and liesa was the learner!
seriously, mingshawn danced like crab. its CRAB not CRAP. HAHAHA!
Its really funny!! I shall ask dan to post that NG video thou. :D
Lotsa NGs!
After lsn, the worse hit came agn, and I was mourning like siao.
I told dan and mingshawn that its my first day..
and they asked wad? first day of sch u mean?
I WAS LOL lah! LIKE OK? guys are liddat..they don't understand!
Den I shouted FIRST DAYYYYY!!! and both of them stared at each other (SO CARTOON lah!)
and said Ohhhhhhh!!! I get it! hahahahaha.
Oh well, its sweet of them to offer their help to carry my lappy, but i was hoping that they could carry me to the MRT STATION! =X
The past week was cool:
1. REBONDED MY HAIR! only a few noticed that its rebonded. Others thought I just had a haircut and tat is it.
2. I get to serve only one table!! and got all the food to myself on sat when working!
3. Jonathan is so sweet lah! Offered to gimme a lift home, but well...I just shook my head and walked off...So impolite of me =X
4. I sent my friends that roti prata msg and all of them "screamed" or "HAHA" at me in the msg! :D guess wad? Jonjon replied me that msg after so many days later! cute lah he! (: and told me roti prata price havent increased cos he ate prata only like ytd! WTHWTHWTH!
5. Thought that the piano workshop RAWKS more this week!!! THIS WEEK I MANAGED TO SABO JETHRO! hahaha! He kena!!! SWEET REVENGE :DDD den he said I point point only. I really did. I just point and people clapped and that person kena and hafta play ;DD
Lord, You never failed to bless me and sustain me..
Don't know why my heart suddenly filled with thanksgiving. But yeah, all the memories were so dear to me. Can't help missing those missing pieces to those memories too(:
Bye readers! [:
I can't smile like the smiley anymore. Its super duper painful till I can't smile.
It was still fine in the morning. But during the 3rd meeting, the worse thing hit me...
MENSTRUAL CRAMP! it wasn't just it...
Its like I wana poop too that kinda feelin but it just doesn't come out!
*DOUBLE BLOW*
After so many days of tiredness..the worse hit came and I felt that I'm doomed for sure this week..
I shouldn't miss class last week..should have waited till this week...
Oh well, class was still fun!!
We did videos again! and this time, mingshawn is the dance instructor and liesa was the learner!
seriously, mingshawn danced like crab. its CRAB not CRAP. HAHAHA!
Its really funny!! I shall ask dan to post that NG video thou. :D
Lotsa NGs!
After lsn, the worse hit came agn, and I was mourning like siao.
I told dan and mingshawn that its my first day..
and they asked wad? first day of sch u mean?
I WAS LOL lah! LIKE OK? guys are liddat..they don't understand!
Den I shouted FIRST DAYYYYY!!! and both of them stared at each other (SO CARTOON lah!)
and said Ohhhhhhh!!! I get it! hahahahaha.
Oh well, its sweet of them to offer their help to carry my lappy, but i was hoping that they could carry me to the MRT STATION! =X
The past week was cool:
1. REBONDED MY HAIR! only a few noticed that its rebonded. Others thought I just had a haircut and tat is it.
2. I get to serve only one table!! and got all the food to myself on sat when working!
3. Jonathan is so sweet lah! Offered to gimme a lift home, but well...I just shook my head and walked off...So impolite of me =X
4. I sent my friends that roti prata msg and all of them "screamed" or "HAHA" at me in the msg! :D guess wad? Jonjon replied me that msg after so many days later! cute lah he! (: and told me roti prata price havent increased cos he ate prata only like ytd! WTHWTHWTH!
5. Thought that the piano workshop RAWKS more this week!!! THIS WEEK I MANAGED TO SABO JETHRO! hahaha! He kena!!! SWEET REVENGE :DDD den he said I point point only. I really did. I just point and people clapped and that person kena and hafta play ;DD
Lord, You never failed to bless me and sustain me..
Don't know why my heart suddenly filled with thanksgiving. But yeah, all the memories were so dear to me. Can't help missing those missing pieces to those memories too(:
Bye readers! [:
Friday, January 22, 2010
Can I not forget?
Can I not forget
the time we spent together where we see the stars fell right in front of our eyes.
the crazy laughter because of the mad things we did and said (the ACTIONS of course!).
the gentle breeze.
the cutest thing I ever saw in your house.
the place where you showed me the world and made me trusted you.
the little lies I told mummy, but I'm not punished because of the quiet prayers you've made.
Can I not forget a special friend like you?
Friends come and goes in and out of my life.
Though you have somehow left my life,
but still, there were traces of footprints left in my heart.
When I saw those footprints,
There were smiles on my face, laughter, and even tears (of hopes, wishes and misses. Definitely not tears of regret).
Can I not forget this special friend?
Can I or Can I not...........
the time we spent together where we see the stars fell right in front of our eyes.
the crazy laughter because of the mad things we did and said (the ACTIONS of course!).
the gentle breeze.
the cutest thing I ever saw in your house.
the place where you showed me the world and made me trusted you.
the little lies I told mummy, but I'm not punished because of the quiet prayers you've made.
Can I not forget a special friend like you?
Friends come and goes in and out of my life.
Though you have somehow left my life,
but still, there were traces of footprints left in my heart.
When I saw those footprints,
There were smiles on my face, laughter, and even tears (of hopes, wishes and misses. Definitely not tears of regret).
Can I not forget this special friend?
Can I or Can I not...........
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Had an awesome week so far!
Hey readers! [:
On Mon, I acted as a "ghost' for the phenomenon that the RP students saw in the problem statement! It was super fun! and we came out with a lot of crazy ideas..
E.g.: Mingshen suggested the $50 trap to trap the "ghost". Which is the human who pretended to be ghost and go around scaring people. Then we said that the ghost wouldn't take the $ so how to know the ghost is there? Then we said put the HELL note and the real $50 there to trap the ghost and human! lol!! WAD A LAME AND CRAZY IDEA!
Den 2 THINGS made me SUPER DUPER PAISEH!
1. Liesa suddenly screamed and I screamed and screamed even louder when I saw that freaky face on her lappy.
2. When somebody fainted, I actually thought somebody fell off from the chair and laughed! Den when I saw that rina fainted and lying on the floor...my "OH SHIT!-I-JUST-LAUGHED" expression was shown! Hey! but I'm not the only one kk?
Today was FUN!!
the lab session!! So many things to play with!
Den camworh was the best part when u started laughing non-stop about those unglam pics!
AWWS! SOOO FUN!! :DDDDDD I love w15h!
Den later chris told dan he's performing later..and DAN ANNOUNCED TO EVERYBODY!!
HAHAHA! so we all went to see him sing! hahaha!
Den while walking home, I challenged fatin see who can do the tongue rolling sound the longest..
Without 3s, I stopped and started laughing! LIESA POINTED L to me!!! LOL!!
I went to have an awesome dinner with my family gang at fish market! YUMMM! BUT I DUN LIKE..cos made me so full until i wanna puke.
Anw, it was still awesome! saw timo at the bustop and got home :D
wad a day!
Now im thinking whether I should go sch tmr a not..
HMMMM...if amanda not going how?????
Well...I shall wait till its fri den I go rebond my hair :D
CAN'T WAIT FOR A NEW HAIR STYLE! YIPEEEEEE! :D:D:D:D
bye readers!
On Mon, I acted as a "ghost' for the phenomenon that the RP students saw in the problem statement! It was super fun! and we came out with a lot of crazy ideas..
E.g.: Mingshen suggested the $50 trap to trap the "ghost". Which is the human who pretended to be ghost and go around scaring people. Then we said that the ghost wouldn't take the $ so how to know the ghost is there? Then we said put the HELL note and the real $50 there to trap the ghost and human! lol!! WAD A LAME AND CRAZY IDEA!
Den 2 THINGS made me SUPER DUPER PAISEH!
1. Liesa suddenly screamed and I screamed and screamed even louder when I saw that freaky face on her lappy.
2. When somebody fainted, I actually thought somebody fell off from the chair and laughed! Den when I saw that rina fainted and lying on the floor...my "OH SHIT!-I-JUST-LAUGHED" expression was shown! Hey! but I'm not the only one kk?
Today was FUN!!
the lab session!! So many things to play with!
Den camworh was the best part when u started laughing non-stop about those unglam pics!
AWWS! SOOO FUN!! :DDDDDD I love w15h!
Den later chris told dan he's performing later..and DAN ANNOUNCED TO EVERYBODY!!
HAHAHA! so we all went to see him sing! hahaha!
Den while walking home, I challenged fatin see who can do the tongue rolling sound the longest..
Without 3s, I stopped and started laughing! LIESA POINTED L to me!!! LOL!!
I went to have an awesome dinner with my family gang at fish market! YUMMM! BUT I DUN LIKE..cos made me so full until i wanna puke.
Anw, it was still awesome! saw timo at the bustop and got home :D
wad a day!
Now im thinking whether I should go sch tmr a not..
HMMMM...if amanda not going how?????
Well...I shall wait till its fri den I go rebond my hair :D
CAN'T WAIT FOR A NEW HAIR STYLE! YIPEEEEEE! :D:D:D:D
bye readers!
Sunday, January 17, 2010
Because of you
Hey readers! [:
WHOA!!! I felt kinda different today!
Not because of looks, but simply, the happenings!
I didn't played well for S1. But well, still managed to get the notes right for choices.
And I felt that the BS was really applicable and beneficial.
In Titus 1 :16, it talks about those professed Christians who profess to know God by in works, they deny Him and etc. Indeed, there were many "counterfeit" Christians that the Devil planted them into the church. But the purpose of this msg is not to find and condemn those who u or I think that he/she is the "counterfeit". It is to let me to examine myself.
A lot of time, people just believe because something is new and something seems attractive to them. But a genuine believe and faith is something so special. Its like u know it and truly believed it. E.g. When people received salvation, there is no one to witness, except you and God.
Anw, lessons learnt aside..
I've got "photoshoot"! After sunday school, the four "scholars" are suppose to stay back to take pic pic! and i'm one of them! They wanna crop our pic into the pianists for the upcoming BAMK newsletter. Maggie and els said that I need to stay back because I'm late for SS a lot of time. I pretend to be frightened. Acting skills too good till it made them believed that I thought wad they're saying is true!
Next was camworhing.
Saw some cute stuff on sheena's bag and tried to capture some pics of mag and the churchties.
I was so sad that I didnt managed to take the pic of uncle TK and ruth wearing the same dress code: PINK COLOUR!!
oh well...before that.., I heard lucas played the intro of the song because of you...
It somehow brought back memories...Somehow the lyrics had projected part of my past life..
Because of you I learnt to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt..
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but anyone around me..
Hmm..next was piano workshop! HAHAHA! FUNFUN!
1. ken min was playing the clave so fast that uncle andrew went over to him and asked him to play slower when people already requested him to play slower!
2. lucas kept giving me that what are you doing face when I am doodle-ing away!
3. I wrote down the circle of fifths rules down and guess wad? I didn't know that 2 people were looking at it. Jethro scared me by suddenly saying that "haha..counting the sequence uh?"
4. When ken min asked for volunteer to try out the harmonization, theres an awkward silent. Then Jethro asked me whether I've played last week. I said Yes. (I know he wanna volunteer me) Den he go ask lucas. So...no choice but to say I didn't. After that I looked down and act as though I'm working hard on the harmonization, he said, "Shi Ting is already preparing!!" I was like WHAT!??!?!?!? NONONONO!!! and gave a slap on his back! Den val was saying that he was trying to sabo me. EXACTLY!
5. The way ken min got stunned by questions, looked super funny that makes me wanna laugh loadds! I mean..I don't wanna be mean to him lah. But its really super funny k? I'm not the only one laughing when he showed that face. Jethro was in too!
Okokok...I better go sleep now.
Bye readers!
WHOA!!! I felt kinda different today!
Not because of looks, but simply, the happenings!
I didn't played well for S1. But well, still managed to get the notes right for choices.
And I felt that the BS was really applicable and beneficial.
In Titus 1 :16, it talks about those professed Christians who profess to know God by in works, they deny Him and etc. Indeed, there were many "counterfeit" Christians that the Devil planted them into the church. But the purpose of this msg is not to find and condemn those who u or I think that he/she is the "counterfeit". It is to let me to examine myself.
A lot of time, people just believe because something is new and something seems attractive to them. But a genuine believe and faith is something so special. Its like u know it and truly believed it. E.g. When people received salvation, there is no one to witness, except you and God.
Anw, lessons learnt aside..
I've got "photoshoot"! After sunday school, the four "scholars" are suppose to stay back to take pic pic! and i'm one of them! They wanna crop our pic into the pianists for the upcoming BAMK newsletter. Maggie and els said that I need to stay back because I'm late for SS a lot of time. I pretend to be frightened. Acting skills too good till it made them believed that I thought wad they're saying is true!
Next was camworhing.
Saw some cute stuff on sheena's bag and tried to capture some pics of mag and the churchties.
I was so sad that I didnt managed to take the pic of uncle TK and ruth wearing the same dress code: PINK COLOUR!!
oh well...before that.., I heard lucas played the intro of the song because of you...
It somehow brought back memories...Somehow the lyrics had projected part of my past life..
Because of you I learnt to stay on the safe side so I don't get hurt..
Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me but anyone around me..
Hmm..next was piano workshop! HAHAHA! FUNFUN!
1. ken min was playing the clave so fast that uncle andrew went over to him and asked him to play slower when people already requested him to play slower!
2. lucas kept giving me that what are you doing face when I am doodle-ing away!
3. I wrote down the circle of fifths rules down and guess wad? I didn't know that 2 people were looking at it. Jethro scared me by suddenly saying that "haha..counting the sequence uh?"
4. When ken min asked for volunteer to try out the harmonization, theres an awkward silent. Then Jethro asked me whether I've played last week. I said Yes. (I know he wanna volunteer me) Den he go ask lucas. So...no choice but to say I didn't. After that I looked down and act as though I'm working hard on the harmonization, he said, "Shi Ting is already preparing!!" I was like WHAT!??!?!?!? NONONONO!!! and gave a slap on his back! Den val was saying that he was trying to sabo me. EXACTLY!
5. The way ken min got stunned by questions, looked super funny that makes me wanna laugh loadds! I mean..I don't wanna be mean to him lah. But its really super funny k? I'm not the only one laughing when he showed that face. Jethro was in too!
Okokok...I better go sleep now.
Bye readers!
Friday, January 15, 2010
dream dreams dreamt
Hey readers! :D
Well...I'm not going to do expository writing on dreams or dream. but well...
just feel like sharing what I've dreamt about a few days ago...
In my dreams...
I dreamt that I was helping out for some church thinggy in a weird weird place.
There, I saw someone sitting under the shelter.
After that I remembered that I went into the male toilet by mistake.
And I saw mingshen sitting on the floor!!
When I went out of the toilet, that someone sitting under the shelter approached me and said that we need to talk. So we talked and walked along the pathway leading to the mama shop which I'm helping out. And somehow theres this girl who pops out of nowhere while we are walking (I dunno why I felt so threatened) and said choose me! and I said yes! choose her! and laughed loudly and ran away. I continued to ran and went back to the mama shop. Den I continued to act busy helping out as I consciously know that someone was watching me.
When I woke up, I was thinking what a weird weird dream!!!
Theres so much emotion involved in the dream..
I hadn't felt quite like this before...
Anyway, I felt that thurs' practice was kinda boring. BUT! danny made me laughed! He said he can't reach the high G. Kimmy said that he should use his "stomach". He said he can't and showed his BIG, HUGE TUMMY that made everybody in the room laughed! He's expression was so dam funny! :D
So I went back home alone. Felt really shagged..
Legs were so heavy, but felt that my eyes were heavier.
thats what im feeling now too. TIRED!
SO BYE READERS! [:
Well...I'm not going to do expository writing on dreams or dream. but well...
just feel like sharing what I've dreamt about a few days ago...
In my dreams...
I dreamt that I was helping out for some church thinggy in a weird weird place.
There, I saw someone sitting under the shelter.
After that I remembered that I went into the male toilet by mistake.
And I saw mingshen sitting on the floor!!
When I went out of the toilet, that someone sitting under the shelter approached me and said that we need to talk. So we talked and walked along the pathway leading to the mama shop which I'm helping out. And somehow theres this girl who pops out of nowhere while we are walking (I dunno why I felt so threatened) and said choose me! and I said yes! choose her! and laughed loudly and ran away. I continued to ran and went back to the mama shop. Den I continued to act busy helping out as I consciously know that someone was watching me.
When I woke up, I was thinking what a weird weird dream!!!
Theres so much emotion involved in the dream..
I hadn't felt quite like this before...
Anyway, I felt that thurs' practice was kinda boring. BUT! danny made me laughed! He said he can't reach the high G. Kimmy said that he should use his "stomach". He said he can't and showed his BIG, HUGE TUMMY that made everybody in the room laughed! He's expression was so dam funny! :D
So I went back home alone. Felt really shagged..
Legs were so heavy, but felt that my eyes were heavier.
thats what im feeling now too. TIRED!
SO BYE READERS! [:
Tuesday, January 12, 2010
Piano is my boyfriend
Hey readers! [:
When I'm sad, the piano makes me happy.
When I need to vent my anger, the piano takes in all the vengeance.
When I'm alone and all alone...The piano accompanied me and sings beautiful song to me..
When I think that piano is boring, the piano was still there for me..waiting for me to make it interesting..
When I'm crying, the piano touched my heart and brings back sweet memories...bringing a bit of sweetness into my bitter life..
God blessed me with this special instrument. A channel for me to calm my soul.
But nevertheless...Piano cannot replace the importance of God and His word..
That I know. (:
I'm feeling really upset..
Upset about myself..
I'm such a dumb girl to take people's word so seriously and ended up getting hurt.
Thank God that I'm already out of this and getting used to it.
*Oreo mcflury joke rawks*
Upset about what I did...
I did a bad job in today's lesson.
Upset about team mates...
I felt that they really need to move around and let me stop spoon feeding them with what I've found out from others.
Upset about what people said to me..
Those mean words...
I know I'm irritating, noisy, obnoxious, unlovely, crazy and rude.
(Fickle minded and get freaked out easily)
I know I have to shut up and be quiet. But why? why can't I?
Cos I know that when I'm quiet, people will think that I'm not being myself and I'm not normal.
When I get serious, people found me scary..
I shadn't care about how people will feel about me and wad's their expectation towards me..yea?
*CONTROL CONTROL! IS ALL I NEED! (plus God and piano)*
haha :D
Broken toys, shattered dreams...Give it all to Jesus. And He will turn your sorrows into joy
Bye readers! [:
When I'm sad, the piano makes me happy.
When I need to vent my anger, the piano takes in all the vengeance.
When I'm alone and all alone...The piano accompanied me and sings beautiful song to me..
When I think that piano is boring, the piano was still there for me..waiting for me to make it interesting..
When I'm crying, the piano touched my heart and brings back sweet memories...bringing a bit of sweetness into my bitter life..
God blessed me with this special instrument. A channel for me to calm my soul.
But nevertheless...Piano cannot replace the importance of God and His word..
That I know. (:
I'm feeling really upset..
Upset about myself..
I'm such a dumb girl to take people's word so seriously and ended up getting hurt.
Thank God that I'm already out of this and getting used to it.
*Oreo mcflury joke rawks*
Upset about what I did...
I did a bad job in today's lesson.
Upset about team mates...
I felt that they really need to move around and let me stop spoon feeding them with what I've found out from others.
Upset about what people said to me..
Those mean words...
I know I'm irritating, noisy, obnoxious, unlovely, crazy and rude.
(Fickle minded and get freaked out easily)
I know I have to shut up and be quiet. But why? why can't I?
Cos I know that when I'm quiet, people will think that I'm not being myself and I'm not normal.
When I get serious, people found me scary..
I shadn't care about how people will feel about me and wad's their expectation towards me..yea?
*CONTROL CONTROL! IS ALL I NEED! (plus God and piano)*
haha :D
Broken toys, shattered dreams...Give it all to Jesus. And He will turn your sorrows into joy
Bye readers! [:
Sunday, January 10, 2010
SHAGGED!!
Hey readers...
I'm so shagged; So tired...
Tired! tired! why so tired?!!?
Anw, friday was EIGHTEEN TEN! was super fun!!!
Especially that game tat got me so freaked out (back jump back, go jump back?)
I forgotten how to start. HAHA! :D
BUT!! its super funny lah! All the blur and reactions were hilarious :DD
And I went to disturb lucas. I go take his phone and anyhow type a msg...
So this is wad i've typed:
I think you're such a cute girl.
I named my bolster your name so that means that I'm hugging you to sleep everyday(:
HAHAHA!! I laughed so loud that it attracted so many people's attention and some of them wanna take a lot at my "wonderful" work. Jethro wanna press send. But he say he pity that girl if its sent to her becos that msg itself can freaked him out already! and wads more the girl! :DD
Yupp! and kenneth followed me to the clubhouse and I was finding marshmallows. I almost gave out in finding the marshmallows till I went back agn and bent down. AND THERE! THERE IT IS!! MARSHMALLOWSSSS! :DDDD (yum yum!)
The marshmallows there super ex sia. One pkt $2.4. Usual price only $1.8.
But well...its okay :D
The next day which was sat (yesterday) was very very slacked (in the morning till 4pm) and very very shagged(in the evening).
Slacked cos I slept till 11am. And did my BS homework slowly while playing pet society. Ended up being late for Youth meeting. Den later play captain's ball! SUPER FUN! I scored one goal only. But still...It was super fun! Jeremy's expression and pose when he caught the ball was super funny! Mor mor and me were looking at each other laughing hard! And the ball bounced around in such a way that it seems like its following some path...and it landed up to the opponent's team! (Ken said that it was a GOOD PASS) so lame sia. -.-"
Den I went for RFG. So fun there too!! Lotsa lame jokes..
And guess wad? I don't how to lock the toilet's door.
And so I just closed it. When I closed it, it seems like its locked becos there a "click" sound.
So I just pee-ed..And when I was washing my hands. Uncle Aloysius opened the door! And he said sorry. When I opened the door and get out, he said I didn't lock the door and luckily he did not open the door while i was pee-ing..
TODAY!
Worship>ministry>singing practice>breakfast>sunday school>piano workshop.
By the time I reached home. Im super shagged..so I didnt go for work yea...
Haiis..my $30. but not worth it since I'm so shagged and having school tmr.
plus this sat im working the whole day...So i get to earn loadds! :D
Anw, Im going to sleep now! :D
Love the song Innocence sang by Avril Lavigne! :D
BYE READERS! [:
I'm so shagged; So tired...
Tired! tired! why so tired?!!?
Anw, friday was EIGHTEEN TEN! was super fun!!!
Especially that game tat got me so freaked out (back jump back, go jump back?)
I forgotten how to start. HAHA! :D
BUT!! its super funny lah! All the blur and reactions were hilarious :DD
And I went to disturb lucas. I go take his phone and anyhow type a msg...
So this is wad i've typed:
I think you're such a cute girl.
I named my bolster your name so that means that I'm hugging you to sleep everyday(:
HAHAHA!! I laughed so loud that it attracted so many people's attention and some of them wanna take a lot at my "wonderful" work. Jethro wanna press send. But he say he pity that girl if its sent to her becos that msg itself can freaked him out already! and wads more the girl! :DD
Yupp! and kenneth followed me to the clubhouse and I was finding marshmallows. I almost gave out in finding the marshmallows till I went back agn and bent down. AND THERE! THERE IT IS!! MARSHMALLOWSSSS! :DDDD (yum yum!)
The marshmallows there super ex sia. One pkt $2.4. Usual price only $1.8.
But well...its okay :D
The next day which was sat (yesterday) was very very slacked (in the morning till 4pm) and very very shagged(in the evening).
Slacked cos I slept till 11am. And did my BS homework slowly while playing pet society. Ended up being late for Youth meeting. Den later play captain's ball! SUPER FUN! I scored one goal only. But still...It was super fun! Jeremy's expression and pose when he caught the ball was super funny! Mor mor and me were looking at each other laughing hard! And the ball bounced around in such a way that it seems like its following some path...and it landed up to the opponent's team! (Ken said that it was a GOOD PASS) so lame sia. -.-"
Den I went for RFG. So fun there too!! Lotsa lame jokes..
And guess wad? I don't how to lock the toilet's door.
And so I just closed it. When I closed it, it seems like its locked becos there a "click" sound.
So I just pee-ed..And when I was washing my hands. Uncle Aloysius opened the door! And he said sorry. When I opened the door and get out, he said I didn't lock the door and luckily he did not open the door while i was pee-ing..
Thank God for keeping me less embarrassed!
TODAY!
Worship>ministry>singing practice>breakfast>sunday school>piano workshop.
By the time I reached home. Im super shagged..so I didnt go for work yea...
Haiis..my $30. but not worth it since I'm so shagged and having school tmr.
plus this sat im working the whole day...So i get to earn loadds! :D
Anw, Im going to sleep now! :D
Love the song Innocence sang by Avril Lavigne! :D
BYE READERS! [:
Thursday, January 7, 2010
LAME! =.=
HEY READERS! [:
I've been OUT! Er, out of AWKWARDNESS! hahaha! :D
Felt really happy nowadays. Ahh...super nice to see smiling faces everyday! :DD
Although maths makes me mad, but I'm still feel quite happy! I think this maths UT was do-able. and that I've gt high chances of PASSING IT! :D:D:D
I seriously think that today, I found it easier to communicate to the people around me!
Btw, when I saw amanda limping around to ask people how to construct the ray diagram, my heartaches. Its super sad to see her having difficulty to walk..and I felt really paiseh that I caused her to do so much work today. Anw, I think today is the day that i've talked a lot to her?
(: shes really such a sweet darling! Mingshen is really fortunate! :D
Anw, yesterday I was laughing so hard that I nearly got blind (because im squeezing my eyes so hard). Because danial showed me lotsa funny pic and told me lotsa of funny stuffs! He made my day! hahaha! when I saw that fat man wearing spiderman costume, I randomly commented that its SPIDERPIG! :D And also while amanda's team were presenting, I asked danial to point out his index finger..and I angle the camera in such a way that it seems like his finger was poking amanda's BUTT!! hahaha! He wasnt expecting that I'd take that kinda pic. So when I showed him, he laughed hard! he's expression was dam funny lah! TWO EYES AND MOUTH OPEN UNTIL SO BIG! (raised eyebrowns! and head UP!) So while I was walking home, I think back about that expression and started to giggle. So the people who walked past me gave me that, "what's-so-funny" look. so I avoided their eye contact and pretend to look at somewhere else. :D
I've never written such a informal rj to my physic faccy b4!
Anw, TOMORROW IS THE EIGHTEEN TEN EVENT!!
oh yeah!! When elena said that she's so excited, I said that she sounded like she didnt have bbq for ages. Den she told me that the last bbq that she went to was last year. and i said whoa! thats quite sometime ago! (but actuallie, I've forgtten that its JAN only! last year wasnt a long time!)
I HAD MY LAST BBQ LAST YEAR TOO =x
wad a blur sotong rtye?
No wonder danial made a theory to W15H that we must(optional) pronouce all the names with i changed to o. and my name will become sho tong.
so aren't i a sotong? even my name says it ALL! :DD
A blessed day indeed!
BYE READERS! [:
I've been OUT! Er, out of AWKWARDNESS! hahaha! :D
Felt really happy nowadays. Ahh...super nice to see smiling faces everyday! :DD
Although maths makes me mad, but I'm still feel quite happy! I think this maths UT was do-able. and that I've gt high chances of PASSING IT! :D:D:D
I seriously think that today, I found it easier to communicate to the people around me!
Btw, when I saw amanda limping around to ask people how to construct the ray diagram, my heartaches. Its super sad to see her having difficulty to walk..and I felt really paiseh that I caused her to do so much work today. Anw, I think today is the day that i've talked a lot to her?
(: shes really such a sweet darling! Mingshen is really fortunate! :D
Anw, yesterday I was laughing so hard that I nearly got blind (because im squeezing my eyes so hard). Because danial showed me lotsa funny pic and told me lotsa of funny stuffs! He made my day! hahaha! when I saw that fat man wearing spiderman costume, I randomly commented that its SPIDERPIG! :D And also while amanda's team were presenting, I asked danial to point out his index finger..and I angle the camera in such a way that it seems like his finger was poking amanda's BUTT!! hahaha! He wasnt expecting that I'd take that kinda pic. So when I showed him, he laughed hard! he's expression was dam funny lah! TWO EYES AND MOUTH OPEN UNTIL SO BIG! (raised eyebrowns! and head UP!) So while I was walking home, I think back about that expression and started to giggle. So the people who walked past me gave me that, "what's-so-funny" look. so I avoided their eye contact and pretend to look at somewhere else. :D
I've never written such a informal rj to my physic faccy b4!
| Question: | What does a rainbow mean or symbolize to you, personally? |
| Response: | Rainbow is very special. Everytime when I looked at it, it never fails to add some sweetness into my heart. It was such a beautiful sight. To me, rainbow symbolizes hope. My hope for the future is like the beautiful rainbow, so colourful and attractive. Hope for a brighter future. Therefore I hope that I would have more discipline so that I would be able to achieve good grades in order to have a brighter future. To a deeper level, rainbow also symbolizes promise. A promise from the Creator that He will fulfil His promises. Therefore again, it brings forth me to hope that tomorrow will be a better day and the everyday is a new day-A new hope and a new beginning. Last but not least, the 7 colours of the rainbow represented the 7 major goals of my life which is to be a responsible student, a filial child to my parents, be able to seek after things that will last eternally and not temporarily, a good friend, a good influence to those around me, be able to find a good guy(: , and last but not least, I hope to see a rainbow soon. |
WAHAHAHA! wad kinda RJ is this mann...
Anw, TOMORROW IS THE EIGHTEEN TEN EVENT!!
oh yeah!! When elena said that she's so excited, I said that she sounded like she didnt have bbq for ages. Den she told me that the last bbq that she went to was last year. and i said whoa! thats quite sometime ago! (but actuallie, I've forgtten that its JAN only! last year wasnt a long time!)
I HAD MY LAST BBQ LAST YEAR TOO =x
wad a blur sotong rtye?
No wonder danial made a theory to W15H that we must(optional) pronouce all the names with i changed to o. and my name will become sho tong.
so aren't i a sotong? even my name says it ALL! :DD
A blessed day indeed!
BYE READERS! [:
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
The photo of the day! (:
HEY READERS! [:
I hadn't felt quite like this for so long!
SUPER SUPER HAPPY! [:
I mean...God is really so so wonderful and He never fails to bless me with wonderful people around me (:
The thing that kept me smiling when I was walking on my way home was that funny picture I took in class.
Cos my maths faccy was writing on the whiteboard, back facin
g us (me and liesa). So after I've took some funny pics with liang lin, I used her phone to take more pics. Just nice faccy back faced us and liesa keep pointing her finger. So I kept asking her to move at this angle and go up and up! AND THERE! she pointed her thumb at the math's faccy butt...(RIGHT AT THE MIDDLE)! I kept on laughing while I'm taking this pic! OH NOOO!! I think im still laughing when typing this! :DDD
The whole process was super funny. But come to think of it, its really mean of me to do something like this.
WORSE! While i was walking to MRT with Kimmy's friends, I was toking about that photo of the day with mj( oh no! I've forgotten her name!) But anw, my maths faccy was behind!! And at the traffic junction, I looked back and saw his hideous smile..I guessed he prolly heard about it? URGH! this is SOOOO paiseh >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY! and I truly felt so happy even though doing maths is stuff is such a hassle and stressful and I keep seeing something that I should not see.. Anw, im already getting used to it. But I dunnoe why...I felt like I'm ignoring him.. Can't help feeling awkward esp i've confessed things and held a guy(that I had feeling for)'s hand for the first time... *sigh* OKOKOK! forget forget! LOOK AHEAD!!! Must look ahead TINGGGGGGG!! GOGOGO ALL THE WAY!!! jiayou to myself!! (:
will be looking for this friday's EIGHTEEN TEN gathering! woooots! Can't help being more excited den this!
BYE READERS! [:
I hadn't felt quite like this for so long!
SUPER SUPER HAPPY! [:
I mean...God is really so so wonderful and He never fails to bless me with wonderful people around me (:
The thing that kept me smiling when I was walking on my way home was that funny picture I took in class.
Cos my maths faccy was writing on the whiteboard, back facin
g us (me and liesa). So after I've took some funny pics with liang lin, I used her phone to take more pics. Just nice faccy back faced us and liesa keep pointing her finger. So I kept asking her to move at this angle and go up and up! AND THERE! she pointed her thumb at the math's faccy butt...(RIGHT AT THE MIDDLE)! I kept on laughing while I'm taking this pic! OH NOOO!! I think im still laughing when typing this! :DDDThe whole process was super funny. But come to think of it, its really mean of me to do something like this.
WORSE! While i was walking to MRT with Kimmy's friends, I was toking about that photo of the day with mj( oh no! I've forgotten her name!) But anw, my maths faccy was behind!! And at the traffic junction, I looked back and saw his hideous smile..I guessed he prolly heard about it? URGH! this is SOOOO paiseh >.< style="color: rgb(255, 102, 102);font-size:130%;" >EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY! and I truly felt so happy even though doing maths is stuff is such a hassle and stressful and I keep seeing something that I should not see.. Anw, im already getting used to it. But I dunnoe why...I felt like I'm ignoring him.. Can't help feeling awkward esp i've confessed things and held a guy(that I had feeling for)'s hand for the first time... *sigh* OKOKOK! forget forget! LOOK AHEAD!!! Must look ahead TINGGGGGGG!! GOGOGO ALL THE WAY!!! jiayou to myself!! (:
will be looking for this friday's EIGHTEEN TEN gathering! woooots! Can't help being more excited den this!
BYE READERS! [:
Monday, January 4, 2010
Thinking through things
Dear readers...
I'm super shagged after going church, piano lesson and work. But i still went to school early today(:
I dunnoe why..I'm still myself. I hasn't changed..
Laughter hides the silent cries, only Jesus hears-
I'm trying to forget the past and move on
I know what to do and what to be BECAUSE I already know what is mine and what is not.
I have to move on.
Keep telling myself that everyday is a NEW day.
I'll never be whats me again in the past after moving on..
But, I know this is the right thing to do(:
I saw and I understood.
I'm not falling into it again.
To those lies that brought pain,
I know it was said because of fear.
Fear that things that u held on so tightly will disappear one day.
Indeed, it was a Beautiful Lie.
But Lo! I'm only happy to be in the Truth.
And I've finally found a path...
that would need me to forget about the Beautiful Lies,
but that path would bring me Joy,
A path that is of the Truth.
That path,
is my only hope for me to move on.
Well anw, I was thinking about something when I saw this love quote:
But, if love is about letting go...letting go hurts and brought pain...
and when u hope..u'll miss that person..and when it comes back to ur mind again and u noe u have to let go...it'll be such a torture..
and worse still, what if the one whom you loved so much doesn't come back to you again?
Is that called love too?
If I happened to come across this situation,
I know that I have to let go and give up-Meaning stop hoping.
I'd do this because of the fear of disappointment..
Bye readers
I'm super shagged after going church, piano lesson and work. But i still went to school early today(:
I dunnoe why..I'm still myself. I hasn't changed..
Laughter hides the silent cries, only Jesus hears-
I'm trying to forget the past and move on
I know what to do and what to be BECAUSE I already know what is mine and what is not.
I have to move on.
Keep telling myself that everyday is a NEW day.
I'll never be whats me again in the past after moving on..
But, I know this is the right thing to do(:
*For we are called to take His Light...
to a world where wrong seems right...*
to a world where wrong seems right...*
I saw and I understood.
I'm not falling into it again.
To those lies that brought pain,
I know it was said because of fear.
Fear that things that u held on so tightly will disappear one day.
Indeed, it was a Beautiful Lie.
But Lo! I'm only happy to be in the Truth.
And I've finally found a path...
that would need me to forget about the Beautiful Lies,
but that path would bring me Joy,
A path that is of the Truth.
That path,
is my only hope for me to move on.
Well anw, I was thinking about something when I saw this love quote:
Love is about letting go the one whom you loved,
and hope that it'll come back to u again.
and hope that it'll come back to u again.
But, if love is about letting go...letting go hurts and brought pain...
and when u hope..u'll miss that person..and when it comes back to ur mind again and u noe u have to let go...it'll be such a torture..
and worse still, what if the one whom you loved so much doesn't come back to you again?
Is that called love too?
If I happened to come across this situation,
I know that I have to let go and give up-Meaning stop hoping.
I'd do this because of the fear of disappointment..
sign off,
-a love coward
-a love coward
Bye readers
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