The hopeless romantic

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I've been reading the book called the hopeless romantic handbook. Just started a few pages only but realised a lot of things and agreed to that point of view...

The hopeless romantic- chose to take the risk of never be able to be with the Mr. Right rather than being with the wrong guy. She wanted to have her own fairytale. and if it doesn't exist, at least..she waited.

For me..I'm like the hopeless romantic. But its not because I want to have my own fairytale (that guy has to be six foot tall and smart but will still have to listen to my comments. handsome and adorable), its because this life is not of my own and also about my God. So my Mr. Right must be someone who loves the Lord more than I do. Even that person might be someone that is handsome, cute, loves me, likes me, very receptive to the Lord's word, but doesn't love God more than I do, he's not my Mr. Right.

May this blog post set as a reminder to myself, that if I happened to like someone who met my earthly requirements (handsome and cute and smart and rich and loves me only etc.), I will be able to make my own stand, and if necessary, show this blog post to him so that he'd understand someday.


Food for thoughts

Like V.S. Love

Unknowingly, I shared this like v.s. love with ruoxi and kenneth (they're my banquet colleagues).

Well..the difference between like and love is that...
You can like someone now and the next minute you know, that person whom you like did something terrible to you and you dislike that person. Liking a person can fade away. Some people will refer it as chemistry. Once the chemistry is gone, you don't like that person anymore, and you don't want to be with that person anymore.

But a true relationship involves love. Love is when no matter how much that person did those terrible things to you, you're still able to forgive them and hence love them.
-Forgiving is not about ignoring what that person just did to you and tried to ignore/bear with those hurtful feelings. Its about able to accept those feelings but still graciously give that person a chance to repent (and hoping that he/she will stop making that mistake which causes you to feel annoyed in particular)

In short, love is when that person whom you liked b4 and doesn't like her/him anymore, you will still give that person your heart and it will last forever.

That person still means a lot to you.
He/she is so special that you sometimes felt so scared that because there's only one Him/Her.

Just some opinions(:

Bye readers(:

I'm also a human too...

Hey readers...

A few days ago, I had a short chat via sms with jon jon.
Well..He asked how was my val's day and I told him I had no valentine.
Den he asked why?..he tot I poly alrdy so met a lotsa shuai ges.

So I just told him that I do met one...but he's just a special friend and I asked him about his valentine. He told me how he met her and they broke up but ended up together agn becos that girl was still very nice to him thou they were separated.

Hmm..and he asked why that person stepped out of my life..
And I simply told him due to some obligations here and there..

and he asked how den? cos youth comes only once.

Obviously I noe that youth comes once only in my life. But I also wish that my fairytale could happen now and I won't have bear the pain of missing someone so much anymore. Its a tinge of sadness to know that I just can't be like any other girls that could readily accept someone whom she likes. I struggled and I sometimes really wanna get out of this "zone" and break away and be with someone I like. But I can't. becos this life of mine, is not about me alone. Its also about HIM who lives in my heart. That person of my life must be someone whom pleases HIM, and not just any guy of my liking and that is it.

And its not only about love relationship that I struggled. I have to obey my mum and always cannot go beyond her limit to go out late at night. So I can seldom stay overnight at some places and I'd usually get scolded when I came home late even though I told my mum that I would be late. Becos she wans be to get home by certain time and doesn't allow me to stay on till late.

I'm also a human...A teenage girl who longs for love and comfort and be in someone's care. But, becos wad I am now doesn't allow me to do it. This is a fact that I must learn to take it in...
I just hope that there wun be anyone coming into my life anymore...becos I hate the feeling of letting go of someone when I can't just bear to. I really hate it...It feels so lousy. This feeling suxs.. really suxs.

But im still grateful that I have a happy heart. That will keep my life more interesting and wun make me an emo girl..

My life is Yours. Make it wonderful(:

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Can you believe it?

HEY READERS!

I'VE GOT A BIG BIG NEWS! esp to those girls who live in yishun area
There's this guy (chinese uncle with very short hair) who will take the knife and stab people.

First victim got stabbed on the face
Second on the back
third..im not sure.

So try to be alert and look around!!!

*xiue got his pic on his phone!*
LOL

oh well...
Its quite a bored-ed day ytd.
Cos its like no youngsters and mostly elderly.
They speak hokkien and i dont knw how to join in the convo.
So for hours, I've been sitting there...rotting away.

But today was different!
Met my sec school friends agn!
Visiting to Mr Soon's house was really fun!
ESP his son ISAAC! SO CUTE! played WII most of the time and had lotsa fun chatting and laughing at how pann and junice played boxing for wii.
SUPER CUTE!!!!

LOVE today mann!


bye readers!

Had a bad dream again

Hey readers...

The bad dream is getting worse everyday.

First I dreamt that I was arguing for the chem questions that it should be something like this and not like that.

Second was the cactus dream...
I dreamt that a friend said he wanna bring me to somewhere.

And he fed me with 2 sleeping pills. I pretend that I swallowed it down.
When the truck of wood logs starts to move, he carried me and chased after the truck.
Finally he threw me up the truck and there I accidentally swallowed the sleeping pills.
He was dead tired after he threw me up and he ran away.

When I finally woke up, I found myself in a place full of cactus. And a cactus spike poked me. Its like a mosquito bite. But it kept on bleeding. I rmbed when I pulled out the white sleeveless shirt, I saw blood. (circle).

I went off to find him. He thought that I will not know that he's the one who threw me to the cactus place. But he doesn't know that I didn't took the sleeping pills before he threw me up. So I went to see him and asked him why did he have to do this to me. WHY?...

and I woke up feeling really frightened and my heart turnt sour.

I dunno how many many bad dreams i'll had..
But, this dream is really scary...


Bye readers

Still a long way to go...

Hey readers[:

Today is the last day of school. Next week will be UT3 (exams)

Well...
I feel that...
It does not matter how the story started well a not..
But it is really about how the story ends that will make it a good story.

Somehow, it sucks. The feeling sucks.
I don't know why...May be I know, but I don't want to accept the fact...
I'm still in love. this time, I'm very sure that this time...it is one-sided.

Anyway, random: my sis called me via phone call to get bathtowel for her. =.="
I said that she's siao. haha. shes the girl that carries phone with her in the toilet while bathing.
She can talk to her bf while bathing and dunno how many many times she dropped her phone into the toilet bowl =X

Okay well, my mum just told me something very scary.
She told me of some guy who stab people (victims were all ladies) around yishun area.
I became very fearful. Still a bit now. But all things I commit it to the Lord. Pray that the guy who go around stabbing people will realised that he shouldn't hurt anybody anymore. And God willing, the Lord will be able to touch his heart and stop committing crimes.

WATCHed funny videos with my mum and dad :D
The just for laughs gags at waterpark was really a funny one! :D
and how the husky said "i love you" was really cute and funny! :D

shall stop blogging now.
miss all the awesome W15H kids(:

The fun shouldn't stop here.
make it alive!
BYE READERS! [:

there isn't much time left

Hey readers [:

The last week of school...
I hate to say this, but....

I will really miss all the awesome w15H kids!h.

I realised that when time passes...
the word FUN are getting more unrealistic.
People are getting more matured..and they alrdy had their own friends to chill out with.

What I can only do is to quietly hope that the bonds that we all had, will not break so fast...
this will do.

Although the times we all spent were kinda short as compared to secondary school, where we've got 1/2 years with the class, but those fun filled memories will continue to stay in my head.

To my dearest class (trademarks!):

1. Danial aka super dan- He's the guy that always make the water sucking sound. and never failed to entertain the breakfast-cum-lunch and walk-to-wd-mrt-station peeps! Rmb how do some people pronnouced WHAT to VHAT?!

2. Mingshen aka mingshawn- He's the HERO! saved me from answering those difficult problems! He is a lame guy. but is funny at times! :D I'll never the hip hop dance and u're the number one suan-er of lies and me!

3. Fatin aka Tino Leong- She's the girl that will always react to the weird stuffs I did/said and I think she's the only girl in the class I laughed a lot with! :D Rmb the clouds that looks like its eating its own finger?

4. Yi Ting aka Yi Tong and Clement aka lemon tea: Always like to say I siao siao wan :D Thanks for pei-ing me to get food sometimes. Yi Tong loves potato salad from w4 and always get drumlets and wedges from cafe!

5. Christopher aka Chris silver: I realised that I don't talk a lot to him nowadays, but he is the number one joker and a lot more crazy than me!! I'll never forget the crazy stuffs u did! stuffing choco that dropped on the floor into the red marker. Look outside the window and say that the cleaner is whoever bf. and the window's pulley strings u tired to tangle me. and made me chase after you for my shopping list and that card with my :p pose!

6. Liesa: Sorry about the cracks. But u're another girl that laughed with me loadds! Always kena shoot by mingshawn! "eh, why the lift like so crowded uh?"

7. Amanda: You rawks! The hardworking girl and smiles so cutely. AWWS! mingshawn is such a lucky guy! I'll never forget that AAAAAA for UT and Daily grades ideas!

8. Jeffery: Thanks for all that trouble uh...Jiamie is not my boyfriend ok? Well, I'll show u one day that i'll be an young adult!!! Thanks for saying that i'll never become a young adult today!

9. Zakkiyah: ok, until now I still have problem spelling ur name. But u're the cutest girl in class! Quit smoking lah dey, u'll become a healthy and cute girl :D btw, you look super young!

10: Shafeeqah aka feeqah and Ira: I love that DARLIE SMILE! Never failed to smile when I wanna take pics! Thanks for being there when I needed help!

11. Wang Chao- Pls forgive me from laughing at how u pronnouced oil as oreo. U are the genius who seems to know whats going on in the problem statement! HERO!

12: Liang Lin- Thanks for being such a darling. I'll never forget that pic that I used ur phone to take liesa pointing her thumb on faccy's butt. And when u said I wanna eat clement's banana. lol!

13: Hue Meng-You appeared very quiet! But still, thanks for bearing and tolerating my nonsense in class by laughing like got asethma liddat!

14: Parthiban aka parthiban partial-WOW! You are the no. 1 questioner. keep asking loadds of questions! But hey! I benefit loads from teaming up with u! I'll never forget that smiley that we've decorated it with chicken chop spagetthi!

15: I-wei: Thanks ah..Say I look like 13 year old kid! But I enjoyed the time when we camworh together!

16: Jacintha- YOU PRETTY and FUNNY girl! Thanks for pei-ing me to go shop at 313's helen shop and lent me ur member card! and meeting with me to get cake for dan's bdae! <3 I'll never forget the way you present during presentation!! like dancing seh!

17: Lovein- You're the girl and understand me kind of best in this class! *the feelings* But hey, I'll never forget that u are such a darling to accompany me to some CE talk :D u're the girl that knows how to takkaire of people like me! hahaha!

18: Diniy- You surprised me when you said you live at woodlands when I tried to encourage you to stay and not partial when I said that you make all the way from home to here, don't waste the efforts eh!

19: RINA aka Fyrina- I'm so sorry to laugh at ya when ya fainted in class. I seriously thought u fell from the chair. Its super funny when u changed ur pm when I asked you whether you and dan are together! :D

20: to the rest of the MIA peeps: COME FOR LESSONS! :D

All the best to all of you and always hope for the better!

BYE READERS! [: