Monday, April 23, 2012

Since when was the last time we've chat

After so many months, there's not a single word from him.. I felt so depressed.. Cried at night, staring into spaces in the bus.. Being lonelier each day.

It was made worse with the job that I took up 2
Mths ago. I was thinking of leaving the job and look for a less demanding job. But I'm worried that the pay will be so much lower than the current one. Anyway, I really felt that my current job is really stressful as I have to do double roles. A recept and a pharmacy technician.

Well.. All I have to say is.. I'm still waiting for you.
Ever since u left, I've been dreaming that u were back. U seems to be hiding from me and things got awkward in my dreams. But I can feel that my heart really race each time u appeared. And when I realized that it was just a dream, I'm disappointed. Looking forward for ya to be back.

Countdown: 1 month 15 days