Hey readers! [:
Guess what? I had surprises after surprises!!!! It was so amazing especially to have friends around to celebrate birthday together! :D Yes, I had an amazing evening together with my close buddies. The thing is that I didn't know that others will come. Thought it'd be romantic to be with kimmy that day :) We did had a heavy heavy dinner..till I felt that my stomach is stretched from side to side..BURSTING if I eat anymore. And its quite hefty thou. Each one of us have to pay more den $20 bucks. We should have gone to eat at sukiya. Buffet somemore. And plus it's dam dam dam shiok! and its less den $20 per person! :DDD Sukiyaaaa...sukiyaaaa i miss you!!! The best thing about it was that I had PRETTY FLOWERS (WITH ROMANTIC COLOUR, BLUE ROSE!), MINI SHOPAHOLIC BOOK AS MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT (I'm at page 65 now), HUGE BIRTHDAY CARD (which I had to guess who is who's note for me. and I had to sing love story by taylor swift as a forfeit becos I guessed wrongly. So, thats how noob I was. Not only that, I had RELIGHTING CANDLES. Thats worse mann.. I used that to play pranks on my friends and now they did it to me. I had blew it still I'm really breathless and the whole pizza hut was filled with SMOKE. Oh, and got one candle holder was soo cute! got birthday song in it! NICEEE! never seen that before! so special! Apart from all these, I had looadds of laughter! Kumar was the main joker. and I can't helped but to laugh at almost everything he did. He's such a joker. He can fight with christopher. Both are humorous.
The next day was a planned outing with my close churchties! We had koreaannn foodd!! And its so cheaap! :D The side dishes were superb and the soup was awesome awesome! Naomi just came back from australia and she baked cake for me! She said she learnt frosting while shes having lecture! Thinking about making a birthday cake for me while shes in australia having lecture.. Whoa, I'm super honored! I still havent finish the cake. Cos she baked an enormous cake which I bet anyone can finish it in such a short time although it really taste awesome :D Den we spent our day at bugis, and we played 55 AND BRIDGE!!! its super fun lahh! I didn't noe that its so easy to play! And our day ends at prayer meeting...which i hope that someone is there, but I didn't get to see him. So nvrmind. my heart uh my heart...why did I miss him so much mann. And I just dunnoe how I can just pretend to be okay for so long. I wish I didn't. Anw, I shall just stop here because tmr theres this workshop...den theres replug too. I just hope that tmr will pass so quickly.
NIGHTS READERS!
Wednesday, September 29, 2010
Sunday, September 26, 2010
Keep holding it? mind over body? heart over mind?
Hey readers! :D
I did enjoyed myself a lot today! one of the best sundays! hahhaa! :D
My dear friends: Airin, Theresa and Xue Li celebrated my 18th birthday and bought me nice necklaces :DDD SO SWEETT! I'm really touched!! :)
The thing about yesterday was that work was tiring probably due to pain..cramps u noe...period...
Sighs! And it just flowww and stained it...cos I couldn't get out of the booth! AND I was really really troubled! Thank God that Yin san managed to take over my booth awhile while I go "check it out".
Its a "muddy" experienced because the booth was set on the MUD, and ball was rolling all over the MUD, and my shoes was stained with MUD! Thinking about that job, I think its manageable still...at least not as stress as waitressing at hotel....and the pay is way better. :D
So yea! thats about yesterday!
About my heart....
I can say that honestly..its conditioned by thinking about that someone special already. So my thoughts, and mind is all occupied by it still. VERY HARD ok? I'm really trying. and today when praying, theres so many many times that I strayed my thoughts and started to think about the smile that he has and so onnnn...and I can't say Amen. So just keep praying that my mind will be conditioned by Christ and in Him alone I live for and will only think of! Probably my heart has been holding on these thoughts...keep holding it for quite sometimes. Its more like a habit. And I still foolishly hope that he'd wished me for my birthday but yea, he didn't. of 100+++ facebook wall posts, I scrolled down to look for it...And when I don't see it...I scrolled down another time...another time...up and down...and I told myself to just stop. Its all meaningless. I know. Its been quite a while already. And when I tried to move on, I always find myself back at the starting point. *sobbbb* Why? Teenage years really hard. Mature faster SHI TING! MATURE faster! Don't think about meaningless things!! THROW THOSE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AWAY!
*into the sea!* yay! its done. haha :D:D:D
Yeah, bye readers!
I did enjoyed myself a lot today! one of the best sundays! hahhaa! :D
My dear friends: Airin, Theresa and Xue Li celebrated my 18th birthday and bought me nice necklaces :DDD SO SWEETT! I'm really touched!! :)
The thing about yesterday was that work was tiring probably due to pain..cramps u noe...period...
Sighs! And it just flowww and stained it...cos I couldn't get out of the booth! AND I was really really troubled! Thank God that Yin san managed to take over my booth awhile while I go "check it out".
Its a "muddy" experienced because the booth was set on the MUD, and ball was rolling all over the MUD, and my shoes was stained with MUD! Thinking about that job, I think its manageable still...at least not as stress as waitressing at hotel....and the pay is way better. :D
So yea! thats about yesterday!
About my heart....
I can say that honestly..its conditioned by thinking about that someone special already. So my thoughts, and mind is all occupied by it still. VERY HARD ok? I'm really trying. and today when praying, theres so many many times that I strayed my thoughts and started to think about the smile that he has and so onnnn...and I can't say Amen. So just keep praying that my mind will be conditioned by Christ and in Him alone I live for and will only think of! Probably my heart has been holding on these thoughts...keep holding it for quite sometimes. Its more like a habit. And I still foolishly hope that he'd wished me for my birthday but yea, he didn't. of 100+++ facebook wall posts, I scrolled down to look for it...And when I don't see it...I scrolled down another time...another time...up and down...and I told myself to just stop. Its all meaningless. I know. Its been quite a while already. And when I tried to move on, I always find myself back at the starting point. *sobbbb* Why? Teenage years really hard. Mature faster SHI TING! MATURE faster! Don't think about meaningless things!! THROW THOSE THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS AWAY!
*into the sea!* yay! its done. haha :D:D:D
Yeah, bye readers!
Friday, September 24, 2010
A not-so-good holiday
Hey readers!
For those of you who don't know, I'm EIGHTEEN ALREADY!! :D:D
Don't know why I'm feeling quite down nowadays.
18th birthday was seriously bored to tears...
Can't watch my drama because my bro was hogging on to the lappy..
And he used the broom to threaten me and screamed at me..because I was using the lappy to reply my birthday msgs on facebook. *sighs*
My mood was totally spoilt. Its a bad choice to stay home afterall. ):
But spending my birthday with all my family members, suddenly made me realised something..
I never had a good look at them and never really felt special when I'm out with them becos probably I'm always with them. But this time round when I am going to celebrate both the mid-Autumn and my birthday together with them, I had this special feeling..I felt that everything's so wonderful. I had this person as my dad, that person as my mum and so on. I felt that its really very awesome of the way how God has planned everything and chose my parents and siblings as well as my grandparents for me! its just so unique to think about it right now!
Anw, when I was at the lower seletar reservoir to enjoy that special evening, I really hope that someone thats special in my heart or my bestiesssssss (i put lotsa ssssss because I really had lotsa good good and awesome awesome besties!)will suddenly appear out of nowhere and just nice we can enjoy the evening together! :D:D:D:D Like those in the typical drama shows..or just some life of my other friends who had received great surprises that I saw in the facebook. :D Somehow, I just gave the thought up.. and when I was there, I just wanna quietly enjoy it that way with my family :D Its great :D
So much so for 22.09.2010 this year :D
Well, just the thing about yesterday was quite horrid esp at night.
my room was so stuffy... I'm feeling so uncomfortable. My body's not well. (probably ate too much ice cream and cake) I dreamt of a huge HUGE mosquito that bite me because moisture and darkness will attract them. and my sis tried to make a glass cover (out of wood frame and plastic sheets) around my bed to prevent mosquito from coming in. Well, that was a bad idea. cos the so called "glass cover" didn't cover all the circumference of my bed. so the HUGE mosquito came in to bite me. So i had a bad sleep..somehow, I couldn't sleep well..and I'm stressed that I couldn't sleep cos the next morning hafta be in replug.
And that morning came today...
I tot i was late. But i was the first to arrive..and waited for all my band members to come.. and from 9.50am..., i did nothing except eating till 11am+. *sighs* thats the thing that I don't really like about some replug members. But well, still...I shall consider that its a test of patience and that I should bring work to do whenever there's meet up so that I can make full use of my time (: I was really sleepy and my eyes were tired till mad..and head was heavy and my heart was beating so fast (dunnoe why). The worse thing came is that the sole of my black shoes came off. and somemore got hole there. SHUACKS. its so embarrassing and I'm kinda of happie that no one noticed! haha! Finally the replug preview first internal was over. can rest well tonight! :DDD
*sighs* replug replug and replug..when can I do the things I want..
So many many things I want to do cannot do.. because there are so many many things I need to do.
WHY THE NEED TO DO IS Always NEVER ENDING?
No wonder so many people doesn't like the way life is..
):
Bye readers!
For those of you who don't know, I'm EIGHTEEN ALREADY!! :D:D
Don't know why I'm feeling quite down nowadays.
18th birthday was seriously bored to tears...
Can't watch my drama because my bro was hogging on to the lappy..
And he used the broom to threaten me and screamed at me..because I was using the lappy to reply my birthday msgs on facebook. *sighs*
My mood was totally spoilt. Its a bad choice to stay home afterall. ):
But spending my birthday with all my family members, suddenly made me realised something..
I never had a good look at them and never really felt special when I'm out with them becos probably I'm always with them. But this time round when I am going to celebrate both the mid-Autumn and my birthday together with them, I had this special feeling..I felt that everything's so wonderful. I had this person as my dad, that person as my mum and so on. I felt that its really very awesome of the way how God has planned everything and chose my parents and siblings as well as my grandparents for me! its just so unique to think about it right now!
Anw, when I was at the lower seletar reservoir to enjoy that special evening, I really hope that someone thats special in my heart or my bestiesssssss (i put lotsa ssssss because I really had lotsa good good and awesome awesome besties!)will suddenly appear out of nowhere and just nice we can enjoy the evening together! :D:D:D:D Like those in the typical drama shows..or just some life of my other friends who had received great surprises that I saw in the facebook. :D Somehow, I just gave the thought up.. and when I was there, I just wanna quietly enjoy it that way with my family :D Its great :D
So much so for 22.09.2010 this year :D
Well, just the thing about yesterday was quite horrid esp at night.
my room was so stuffy... I'm feeling so uncomfortable. My body's not well. (probably ate too much ice cream and cake) I dreamt of a huge HUGE mosquito that bite me because moisture and darkness will attract them. and my sis tried to make a glass cover (out of wood frame and plastic sheets) around my bed to prevent mosquito from coming in. Well, that was a bad idea. cos the so called "glass cover" didn't cover all the circumference of my bed. so the HUGE mosquito came in to bite me. So i had a bad sleep..somehow, I couldn't sleep well..and I'm stressed that I couldn't sleep cos the next morning hafta be in replug.
And that morning came today...
I tot i was late. But i was the first to arrive..and waited for all my band members to come.. and from 9.50am..., i did nothing except eating till 11am+. *sighs* thats the thing that I don't really like about some replug members. But well, still...I shall consider that its a test of patience and that I should bring work to do whenever there's meet up so that I can make full use of my time (: I was really sleepy and my eyes were tired till mad..and head was heavy and my heart was beating so fast (dunnoe why). The worse thing came is that the sole of my black shoes came off. and somemore got hole there. SHUACKS. its so embarrassing and I'm kinda of happie that no one noticed! haha! Finally the replug preview first internal was over. can rest well tonight! :DDD
*sighs* replug replug and replug..when can I do the things I want..
So many many things I want to do cannot do.. because there are so many many things I need to do.
WHY THE NEED TO DO IS Always NEVER ENDING?
No wonder so many people doesn't like the way life is..
):
Bye readers!
Monday, September 6, 2010
there's no discipline in me!
Dear readers
I remembered when I was thinking whether to go poly a not, my mother asked me...
"Do you have the discipline a not? Because in poly, the teachers don't chase after you to do work. So Girl arh...if you go poly, make sure you have the discipline in you."
and I told her,
"OF COURSE LAH!" Definitely no problem one. When its time to study, I study wan. Confirm no problem de.
I sounded so confident that time...
Now...I'm doing my revision for biochem so half-heartedly.
the a and p UT is difficult to the MAXXX! section A sure gone case. But B and C still got hope. SIGHS~ I didn't go revise other topics seriously...So in the end..section A came out bones arhh...joints arhh...anatomical terms arhhh...digestive system arhhh...till i wanna cry for MUMMY already.. :(
Get A for the past UT oso no use...
Now my a n p hope are kinda vanished.
My only A for this term that I can secure...might be gone....
Tmr biochem...hope it will be okay...
better study harder to make sure I get A or at least B+.
If not, I can't get overall A or B+ or that module alrdy..
Den my university dream school will be getting further and further away..till i lose sight of it.
bye readers!
I remembered when I was thinking whether to go poly a not, my mother asked me...
"Do you have the discipline a not? Because in poly, the teachers don't chase after you to do work. So Girl arh...if you go poly, make sure you have the discipline in you."
and I told her,
"OF COURSE LAH!" Definitely no problem one. When its time to study, I study wan. Confirm no problem de.
I sounded so confident that time...
Now...I'm doing my revision for biochem so half-heartedly.
the a and p UT is difficult to the MAXXX! section A sure gone case. But B and C still got hope. SIGHS~ I didn't go revise other topics seriously...So in the end..section A came out bones arhh...joints arhh...anatomical terms arhhh...digestive system arhhh...till i wanna cry for MUMMY already.. :(
Get A for the past UT oso no use...
Now my a n p hope are kinda vanished.
My only A for this term that I can secure...might be gone....
Tmr biochem...hope it will be okay...
better study harder to make sure I get A or at least B+.
If not, I can't get overall A or B+ or that module alrdy..
Den my university dream school will be getting further and further away..till i lose sight of it.
bye readers!
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