Yes, we all yearned for love and to be loved.
When I walked the streets of upper thomson road and chilled out at ice cream parlors, I can't help but to notice the couples that bypassed me. Such public display of affection does makes me yearn for love much more. I can't helped but to miss and imagine how great it would be if you were mine. If we can be together and do things which we both love to do, it'd add much colors and flavors in my life. The thought keeps me excited yet disappointed. It's a mixed feeling. Maybe I've been too greedy. Maybe my mind is just too occupied with you. I know I'm just a friend to you. You won't even be close to miss me. But I really, really want you to know that I really wish you were mine. I really want to be with you. Because I loved you from the very first day.
Yearning to have our own song and story.
Wednesday, March 20, 2013
Store your treasures in heaven
What has the world make us to become?
Money minded. Haters of Christ. Lovers of wealth and pursuers of charm and power.
We ought to keep this in mind. That money can't secure and grow treasures in heaven. When you die, nothing else will follow you except your soul. And so where does this soul goes to? Home for the soul?
It's Heaven. Heaven is a place where you'll meet your Creator. You'll be reconciled to the One who loves you and created you. But in order to get to this home, you'll have to believe that Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one (not baptism, not money, not good works etc) can go to the Father, except CHRIST. He is the ONLY way. To put it bluntly, He's the ticket to heaven. You just gotta believe that He's the only ticket and possess this ticket in order to enter the gates of Heaven.
So what are these treasures in heaven? In heaven, we'll receive treasures like crowns. There are many different crowns we can receive when we obey what our Creator has to say. There's crown of righteousness and etc. Storing these crowns and treasures and last for eternity. So lets be wise, lets store these treasures and stop deluding ourselves with all sort of earthly treasures that we can't keep it for long.
What matters most is your soul. Do not believe that it'll varnish away once you die. It wouldn't happen. That brings us back to suicide. Suicide will not solve any issues, it'd only create MORE PROBLEMS.
Let's take a step back and ponder about this issue. You'll discover you'll do things greater than being the greatest and most influential guy in the world.
-Meditate. Ponder. Think-
Money minded. Haters of Christ. Lovers of wealth and pursuers of charm and power.
We ought to keep this in mind. That money can't secure and grow treasures in heaven. When you die, nothing else will follow you except your soul. And so where does this soul goes to? Home for the soul?
It's Heaven. Heaven is a place where you'll meet your Creator. You'll be reconciled to the One who loves you and created you. But in order to get to this home, you'll have to believe that Jesus is the Way, the Truth and the Life. No one (not baptism, not money, not good works etc) can go to the Father, except CHRIST. He is the ONLY way. To put it bluntly, He's the ticket to heaven. You just gotta believe that He's the only ticket and possess this ticket in order to enter the gates of Heaven.
So what are these treasures in heaven? In heaven, we'll receive treasures like crowns. There are many different crowns we can receive when we obey what our Creator has to say. There's crown of righteousness and etc. Storing these crowns and treasures and last for eternity. So lets be wise, lets store these treasures and stop deluding ourselves with all sort of earthly treasures that we can't keep it for long.
What matters most is your soul. Do not believe that it'll varnish away once you die. It wouldn't happen. That brings us back to suicide. Suicide will not solve any issues, it'd only create MORE PROBLEMS.
Let's take a step back and ponder about this issue. You'll discover you'll do things greater than being the greatest and most influential guy in the world.
-Meditate. Ponder. Think-
what makes a day counts?
What makes a day counts?
It's not about spending it with the most awesome people that I've ever hang out with, or doing things that you think it's cool. It's about getting out of your comfort zone and accomplish tasks that was all set up by the Almighty one. It could be as simple as lending a helping hand to the needy by buying 5 packs of tissue, taking a flyer from the distributor, giving up seats to the needy, helping your fellow neighbors to hold the lift, comfort and encourage your peers and etc. Because sometimes the little things can mend the biggest wound.
A day can count even when you're alone.
It's also about having the inner peace. To achieve that, you need to fulfill your own responsibilities. Be it as a child of God, of your parents or being an employee of your company. Not worrying about the things you can't change, but casting the worries to the Almighty, trusting that He's able.
Its also about committing to the day to the Almighty and thanking Him for the people, the job and the food that He has provided.
Many times in our life, we tend to rush, having selfish ambitions and thoughts that distorts our mind. As the way we behave characterizes our thoughts, people witness and judge who we are. If we keep on chasing after the illusive dreams, aren't we just a dreamer? A unsatisfied dreamer? So let's put off selfishness and adorn ourselves with the fruits of the Spirit - Kindness, gentleness, goodness etc. You'll be surprised that by doing so, you'll be satisfied and be contented - Achieving the inner peace and contentment.
It's so important to make a day count. It's so important not to waste a single day. It's just so important how each day means to us especially when you discover that there's some unfortunate people in our midst doesn't even have a day to spend.
Cherish, be strong, press on to the finishing line and make your life worth the living just because He lives.
It's not about spending it with the most awesome people that I've ever hang out with, or doing things that you think it's cool. It's about getting out of your comfort zone and accomplish tasks that was all set up by the Almighty one. It could be as simple as lending a helping hand to the needy by buying 5 packs of tissue, taking a flyer from the distributor, giving up seats to the needy, helping your fellow neighbors to hold the lift, comfort and encourage your peers and etc. Because sometimes the little things can mend the biggest wound.
A day can count even when you're alone.
It's also about having the inner peace. To achieve that, you need to fulfill your own responsibilities. Be it as a child of God, of your parents or being an employee of your company. Not worrying about the things you can't change, but casting the worries to the Almighty, trusting that He's able.
Its also about committing to the day to the Almighty and thanking Him for the people, the job and the food that He has provided.
Many times in our life, we tend to rush, having selfish ambitions and thoughts that distorts our mind. As the way we behave characterizes our thoughts, people witness and judge who we are. If we keep on chasing after the illusive dreams, aren't we just a dreamer? A unsatisfied dreamer? So let's put off selfishness and adorn ourselves with the fruits of the Spirit - Kindness, gentleness, goodness etc. You'll be surprised that by doing so, you'll be satisfied and be contented - Achieving the inner peace and contentment.
It's so important to make a day count. It's so important not to waste a single day. It's just so important how each day means to us especially when you discover that there's some unfortunate people in our midst doesn't even have a day to spend.
Cherish, be strong, press on to the finishing line and make your life worth the living just because He lives.
back to where I am
The pleasures that I've found, didn't satisfy.
It leaves me just as wanting as before I sought.
It leaves me just as wanting as before I sought.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
I'm getting tired
I'm getting tired. It's not going anywhere. I somehow knows that he's not the one. But why do I feel so empty? Im really hoping to see that somehow it'll turns out right. But it's all my wishful thinking. I don't know if hes speaking the truth. I'm so worried abt him, abt his back pain. But why do I feel as though he's trying to give excuses? Prolly this isn't the first time. I'm tired of asking him out. I really do. Perhaps after the DnD, I'll just go cold turkey on him and nvr meet him agn.
Trolling at Chinatown
Yes readers, in the end my courage spurred. I've managed to have a second date! Congrats? Well, u don't say.
It was pleasant to be there earlier den him. Get to look at myself n brush up a little. It was disappointing that I didn't bumped to him in the train since we're taking the same route to our fav place. I still have to walk around and hunt for him.
Oh wells, it's a super hot and sunny day. We started off walking to the wrong direction. The whole day I kept making him walked to the wrong place. HAHA actually it's a blessing in disguise. I can spend more with him this way.
The beef noodles wasn't up to his expectation. So he was rather disappointed. I seriously felt that it was nice when I had it first with my parents. I can't helped but to rmb his eyes staring at me while I was muttering school stuffs away. THAT LOOK, stayed in my mind till now.
I should give him eye contact too. Guess I've been avoid eye contact too much. Perhaps I'm afraid that if he saw what I see, he can tell it all.
We walked along the streets of Chinatown, heading towards ah balling. He was keen on getting me a learning chopsticks. Well cos he found out that I didn't hold the chopsticks correctly and ya. Angry bird learning chopstick was cute. I said no when he asked, but I was hoping he will just buy it. Haha. Anw i think he tot that the learning chopsticks are overpriced. Nvm, I am such a complicated girl. Since when did I became liddat? Anw, he saw a head massager and asked me to come closer to him. I was like giving the what-are-u-trying-to-do look? Anw he just use that head massager to massage my tiny brainless head. It was so shiok! Haha den he saw some nice pocket watch and asked for the price. Heres the trolling part - the lady said its 18bucks. He said it was ex. Den she asked how much does he wants? Name a price. He said 5bucks!!!!!! What the shit hahahaha. The lady's face turnt black like thunderstorm heh!!! Lol!!!!
At Ahballing- There, I was a bull in a china shop - spilled some peanut soup on my bag and he goes, "aiyohhh..." (think he mentioned useless too). He spotted a girl wearing an M&M shirt and said that the shirt was screwed up. Well, it said something like Only I can satisfy your pleasure. It sounds really wrong haha
We became quiet. And there was many pauses of awkward silences. I was hoping that I can say something, but I'm super duper mega afraid. So I didn't say anything and he tried to hurry me to quickly finish my bowl of dessert.
We went hunting for my diamond eggtarts. And I made him walked the whole street to find that stupid shop. In the end I got the place wrong. Instead of heading left, we shld have headed right. So there agn, a blessing in disguise. I get to know where's the place he does his spects. :) he tried to reveal more stuffs abt himself.. But the whole day I felt that I'm so quiet agn.
Well, it ended that both of us took different direction. I was a bit upset that he wasn't interested to know more about me and my past. But I guess he must have felt why I don't look like I care abt his past too. I don't know how to break this wall or ice between us. It's not getting anywhere.
He's not what I wanted isn't it? Is he? Is he not?
It was pleasant to be there earlier den him. Get to look at myself n brush up a little. It was disappointing that I didn't bumped to him in the train since we're taking the same route to our fav place. I still have to walk around and hunt for him.
Oh wells, it's a super hot and sunny day. We started off walking to the wrong direction. The whole day I kept making him walked to the wrong place. HAHA actually it's a blessing in disguise. I can spend more with him this way.
The beef noodles wasn't up to his expectation. So he was rather disappointed. I seriously felt that it was nice when I had it first with my parents. I can't helped but to rmb his eyes staring at me while I was muttering school stuffs away. THAT LOOK, stayed in my mind till now.
I should give him eye contact too. Guess I've been avoid eye contact too much. Perhaps I'm afraid that if he saw what I see, he can tell it all.
We walked along the streets of Chinatown, heading towards ah balling. He was keen on getting me a learning chopsticks. Well cos he found out that I didn't hold the chopsticks correctly and ya. Angry bird learning chopstick was cute. I said no when he asked, but I was hoping he will just buy it. Haha. Anw i think he tot that the learning chopsticks are overpriced. Nvm, I am such a complicated girl. Since when did I became liddat? Anw, he saw a head massager and asked me to come closer to him. I was like giving the what-are-u-trying-to-do look? Anw he just use that head massager to massage my tiny brainless head. It was so shiok! Haha den he saw some nice pocket watch and asked for the price. Heres the trolling part - the lady said its 18bucks. He said it was ex. Den she asked how much does he wants? Name a price. He said 5bucks!!!!!! What the shit hahahaha. The lady's face turnt black like thunderstorm heh!!! Lol!!!!
At Ahballing- There, I was a bull in a china shop - spilled some peanut soup on my bag and he goes, "aiyohhh..." (think he mentioned useless too). He spotted a girl wearing an M&M shirt and said that the shirt was screwed up. Well, it said something like Only I can satisfy your pleasure. It sounds really wrong haha
We became quiet. And there was many pauses of awkward silences. I was hoping that I can say something, but I'm super duper mega afraid. So I didn't say anything and he tried to hurry me to quickly finish my bowl of dessert.
We went hunting for my diamond eggtarts. And I made him walked the whole street to find that stupid shop. In the end I got the place wrong. Instead of heading left, we shld have headed right. So there agn, a blessing in disguise. I get to know where's the place he does his spects. :) he tried to reveal more stuffs abt himself.. But the whole day I felt that I'm so quiet agn.
Well, it ended that both of us took different direction. I was a bit upset that he wasn't interested to know more about me and my past. But I guess he must have felt why I don't look like I care abt his past too. I don't know how to break this wall or ice between us. It's not getting anywhere.
He's not what I wanted isn't it? Is he? Is he not?
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