There's something that keeps me going, and someone to keep me strong..That something is love, and that someone is God.
God has given me an apage love which is unconditional love. This love is a love that does not demand reciprocation, a love that is self-sacrifice. Self consumes. A love that RESULTED in His sending Jesus down to the cross to die for me.
Thank You Lord for this love, I'm made righteous and justified in His eyes.
Will you give this love just one chance, to be the miracle of your life?
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I guess
I guess I would feel better after blogging.
So many things happened. The only day which I felt the happiest is SATURDAY.
I seriously love that day mann.
Lunch with mag and san was super funny. I told them jokes and yin san also said some. It really made me laugh loadds even though I'm the one who's telling jokes. HAHA! :D
It happened that I have to play for Children's corner during singpiration on that day too. And I kind of enjoyed watching the kids doing actions and singing praises to God.
I love the bible study session with my dear sisters in Christ. So many came!! Most of them just finished "O"s! Great!! finally they can relax more.
I love the refreshments provided by Uncle Muti. This time round, THERES MY FAVVVVV!!!
SEAWEEEEEDDS!! WOOOHOOO! (sea veggies~)
After that I told jokes to rina and she laughed until very funny and cute!! I was hurrying to one corner to hide myself and laugh really loudly there! ahhaa!
Oh, and I played captain's ball!! I saw ben at the railling there. I think he called my name. And I'm kinda confused and looked at him blankly and said," I'm coming to play captain's ball!"
Anw, I didn't expect myself to play so much. and I just ran and ran and continued to play even its like raining here and there. Enjoyed it loadds. And obviously, enjoyed watching someone playing too. Hahaha! I remembered the way he laughed to yin fei. Super sarcastic yet funny thou. :D He's jus so cute. hehehhehe. And he replayed a face that I did when the ball near hit me. It was jus too scary. So kit soon was throwing the ball with all his might! Oh, and I went to snatch the on-coming ball from him and I accidentally hit his palm I think. (but I don't care. I don't think its painful. so i never say sorry). So I felt tat the captain's ball was scary to me..and I'm scary to kenneth because I almst made his spects fall and he almost tripped. I grabbed his arm and asked whether he's seriously okay a not. I hope he'll forgive me.
Last but not least...the guy(ben), he tapped me with his fingers I guess.. I seriously thought he went off with others to have dinner together. But there he was, next to me. When he tapped me, I was looking down and thought.."do I have a friend that I know that carries something like a hockey stick?" den I looked up...and to my HUGE suprise..its HIMM!! WOO HOOO! JACKPOT!
We talked as we walked over the head bridge. I wasn't feeling that good at that moment because nicholas is chasing after some verdict on food. So I was kinda troubled. But because he was there, I felt slightly better. After he left, I suddenly dunno where my brain went to. I dunno what to type to nicholas anymore. And when I was buying food, I took out my ez link card instead of wallet. I think I'm lost in some wonderland. HAHA! SMILING so much when walking back home. :) Saturday was a great day!
So is today's morning. Ben was sitting a row behind me at the side. And he saw me and I saw him when we're both at a distance. hehhee. I think I looked quite blur that time. Anw, after that..I only get to see him agn after the meeting with the run for your life committee. He was chatting so busily. Well, den I went off to piano. It was pretty good. :) and later in the evening, I went to celebrate with granny too. I felt good too :D
Here's the thing...its tmr's UT!! I just don't feel like studying. My lappy cannot work and my sis is going to make a complain to harvey norman tmr with regards to the warranty. And also my bro might get involved in a police case. Sighs. His friends sold him things that are underpriced (without the boss permission too), so now the goods are with my bro. As my bro thought that the price was given at his friend's boss permission, thats why my bro bought it. Who knows his friend did something with the receipt and now the boss found out and made a police case. Sighs. His poor friends and my brother...I wonder how they are doing now. I seriously hope that they will be fine.
Sighs. I hope saturday comes quickly again. :)
Bye readers :]
So many things happened. The only day which I felt the happiest is SATURDAY.
I seriously love that day mann.
Lunch with mag and san was super funny. I told them jokes and yin san also said some. It really made me laugh loadds even though I'm the one who's telling jokes. HAHA! :D
It happened that I have to play for Children's corner during singpiration on that day too. And I kind of enjoyed watching the kids doing actions and singing praises to God.
I love the bible study session with my dear sisters in Christ. So many came!! Most of them just finished "O"s! Great!! finally they can relax more.
I love the refreshments provided by Uncle Muti. This time round, THERES MY FAVVVVV!!!
SEAWEEEEEDDS!! WOOOHOOO! (sea veggies~)
After that I told jokes to rina and she laughed until very funny and cute!! I was hurrying to one corner to hide myself and laugh really loudly there! ahhaa!
Oh, and I played captain's ball!! I saw ben at the railling there. I think he called my name. And I'm kinda confused and looked at him blankly and said," I'm coming to play captain's ball!"
Anw, I didn't expect myself to play so much. and I just ran and ran and continued to play even its like raining here and there. Enjoyed it loadds. And obviously, enjoyed watching someone playing too. Hahaha! I remembered the way he laughed to yin fei. Super sarcastic yet funny thou. :D He's jus so cute. hehehhehe. And he replayed a face that I did when the ball near hit me. It was jus too scary. So kit soon was throwing the ball with all his might! Oh, and I went to snatch the on-coming ball from him and I accidentally hit his palm I think. (but I don't care. I don't think its painful. so i never say sorry). So I felt tat the captain's ball was scary to me..and I'm scary to kenneth because I almst made his spects fall and he almost tripped. I grabbed his arm and asked whether he's seriously okay a not. I hope he'll forgive me.
Last but not least...the guy(ben), he tapped me with his fingers I guess.. I seriously thought he went off with others to have dinner together. But there he was, next to me. When he tapped me, I was looking down and thought.."do I have a friend that I know that carries something like a hockey stick?" den I looked up...and to my HUGE suprise..its HIMM!! WOO HOOO! JACKPOT!
We talked as we walked over the head bridge. I wasn't feeling that good at that moment because nicholas is chasing after some verdict on food. So I was kinda troubled. But because he was there, I felt slightly better. After he left, I suddenly dunno where my brain went to. I dunno what to type to nicholas anymore. And when I was buying food, I took out my ez link card instead of wallet. I think I'm lost in some wonderland. HAHA! SMILING so much when walking back home. :) Saturday was a great day!
So is today's morning. Ben was sitting a row behind me at the side. And he saw me and I saw him when we're both at a distance. hehhee. I think I looked quite blur that time. Anw, after that..I only get to see him agn after the meeting with the run for your life committee. He was chatting so busily. Well, den I went off to piano. It was pretty good. :) and later in the evening, I went to celebrate with granny too. I felt good too :D
Here's the thing...its tmr's UT!! I just don't feel like studying. My lappy cannot work and my sis is going to make a complain to harvey norman tmr with regards to the warranty. And also my bro might get involved in a police case. Sighs. His friends sold him things that are underpriced (without the boss permission too), so now the goods are with my bro. As my bro thought that the price was given at his friend's boss permission, thats why my bro bought it. Who knows his friend did something with the receipt and now the boss found out and made a police case. Sighs. His poor friends and my brother...I wonder how they are doing now. I seriously hope that they will be fine.
Sighs. I hope saturday comes quickly again. :)
Bye readers :]
Friday, November 12, 2010
Harvesting a courageous thought
Hey readers! :D
The concert was awesome!! the audience made me felt super "shiok"! And most importantly, HE CAME!! He even took pics with me!! one to one!! I felt that the pic does not look really great..cos he does have a fat fat face in the pic. So I cropped out the one that we took together with the other guys, where he was sitting beside me (: cos he look better in that pic. And guess wad, it fits so nicely in the phone as wallpaper and I simply love the phone more because of that wallpaper! my class mate commented that she saw me simply to myself after presentation because I was look at the phone. And she knew it that I was smiling becos of HIM!! haha!!
and I was abit crazy and said, " ben was smiling to me."
Oh well, anw JUST NOW...
I suddenly had a courgeous thought! A thought for confession!
I think to myself...what will happen if I leave the wallpaper there till tmr where all my church friends will see? I imagined myself saying,"Yes, actually I like him since sec 4 and none of you notice it. And I just don't wanna hide anymore." and I imagined myself added, "Cos, I don't feel what's the point of hiding it. And to fall in love with some one like him, I don't think its wrong. And I don't mind letting him know how I feel about him too."
I mean..I can imagined myself saying that.. like seriously.
But I don't know whether I would be brave enough to say it.
And I feel rather foolish and stupid instead if I would have told them.
Because things will spread. And what happens if he don't feel comfortable talking to me anymore? and even avoid me? Will I be brave enough to accept such consequences? Well, I just don't think I'm prepared for this. So yea, I guess I have to be discreet. And probably, I'm just getting wild thoughts and excitement. I should just stop being like this Shi Ting. Cos its meaningless and in the end, nothing may happen.
Oh well...
Bye readers! [:
The concert was awesome!! the audience made me felt super "shiok"! And most importantly, HE CAME!! He even took pics with me!! one to one!! I felt that the pic does not look really great..cos he does have a fat fat face in the pic. So I cropped out the one that we took together with the other guys, where he was sitting beside me (: cos he look better in that pic. And guess wad, it fits so nicely in the phone as wallpaper and I simply love the phone more because of that wallpaper! my class mate commented that she saw me simply to myself after presentation because I was look at the phone. And she knew it that I was smiling becos of HIM!! haha!!
and I was abit crazy and said, " ben was smiling to me."
Oh well, anw JUST NOW...
I suddenly had a courgeous thought! A thought for confession!
I think to myself...what will happen if I leave the wallpaper there till tmr where all my church friends will see? I imagined myself saying,"Yes, actually I like him since sec 4 and none of you notice it. And I just don't wanna hide anymore." and I imagined myself added, "Cos, I don't feel what's the point of hiding it. And to fall in love with some one like him, I don't think its wrong. And I don't mind letting him know how I feel about him too."
I mean..I can imagined myself saying that.. like seriously.
But I don't know whether I would be brave enough to say it.
And I feel rather foolish and stupid instead if I would have told them.
Because things will spread. And what happens if he don't feel comfortable talking to me anymore? and even avoid me? Will I be brave enough to accept such consequences? Well, I just don't think I'm prepared for this. So yea, I guess I have to be discreet. And probably, I'm just getting wild thoughts and excitement. I should just stop being like this Shi Ting. Cos its meaningless and in the end, nothing may happen.
Oh well...
Bye readers! [:
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