Hey readers...
Things are not progressing well..
First, I didn't get to talk to him even when I see him for 2 days..
Secondly, I was not invited to his birthday celebration on friday.
Thirdly, he won't be going to ellice's farewell.
Fourthly, I won't be seeing him for about 1 whole month.
Fifthly, other guys in church seems to be talking to me more often after since run for your life has ended and when I'm in charge of planning SS graduation.
Sixthly, especially samuel has been talking to me. Nowadays, he seems to come and talk to me more often and was concerned about me. As he was in the same CEP group as me, I get to see him longer and he even sat beside me today and joke about nicholas confessing his love to me. And he put on the paper flower on my head where he wrote (on behalf of nicholas -just for fun)," To: Shi Ting <3."
Oh mann..and CEP lesson was rather fun because they all keep making me laugh. Entertaining guys...
BUT, I seriously has no thoughts about liking another person. I don't want the distance to be so far..Sometimes I hope that he could be a little closer to me like what samuel did. I'm hoping that I could get him something and pass it to him personally on his birthday, but I've got no chance at all.. I could do nothing more except writing to him a birthday card together with maggie so that it doesn't look obvious at all..
I'm missing it all...losing it all..
I really lost hope...and I want to give up and be a thorough loser by not telling him how I feel about him for so long.
Tomorrow is Valentines' day and I'll be celebrating it with kimmy :)
I just hope that I could feel less disappointed..Because somehow I felt that all these things that happened, probably shows one thing...one single fact...which is...He's not meant for me...It has been all my wishful thinking..Because right now, he's only a friend to me. and I'm a very normal friend to him too. Not even a good friend of him. or a close friend. Or someone that he can always talk to and hang out with...Nowadays..He has been talking to Ruth more...I remember when I was in Uncle TK's house for CNY. He sat beside her and talk to her for quite sometimes. (the sight where it looks like someone is interested abt another person.) Anw, I realised that I kinda like Ruth as a friend. She's really friendly and honest about things. She and I can get along kinda well. I talked to her quite a lot nowadays. HAHA. I didn't know that she was so fun to disturb. :/
But I kinda think that he doesn't like her...probably its still that girl of his dreams..
Although I'm letting the way it is..but I had been secretly hoping that something could happen more esp during weekends (love those dinner.)
sighs. I really don't want to get into liking someone...but it's inevitable. Can't be controlled..
SIGHSSSSS...ok got to study for UT.
Bye readers
Sunday, February 13, 2011
Tuesday, February 8, 2011
The life after death
Dear readers..
Have you ever wondered where you'll be going after you die?
Well, the fact that there is only two places that you can go.
1. Heaven
2. Hell
NO OTHER PLACES YOU CAN GO.
I remebered that Ben says if everybody knows that living in hell is like being covered with hot oil, they would want to go heaven straightaway! LOL.
From the experience of someone who has went to hell and came back alive, he said that he thought he would feel dead there. But instead, he felt being much more alive in hell. He saw his friends from the pub there. They keep telling him not to come to hell. The doctors managed to save him while he had stopped breathing. He was so scared and he keep telling the doctor he doesn't want to go back to the place again. And so the doctor asked him to repeat after what he say. The sinner's prayer. I couldn't recall the whole incident. But I remembered he went to heaven and he was in Jesus' hand. He felt so happy there that he doesn't want to go back. But God says his time is not up yet. So he came back to earth, alive and shared this incident. Well, that's what naomi shared when we had our groovies girls outing.
Man is separated from God because of sin.
And because of sin, God sent His only Son to die in my place, that I may not be curse (Curse is the one who hung on the tree).
His Son is called Jesus Christ. He alone is worthy to die in my place and redeem me from all the sins because He did not sin throughout His life. The reason why He was born from a virgin birth is to show that He did not posses the sinful nature. This sinful nature was brought down from Adam and Eve, and that's why we ordinary humans do not need to be taught how to sin, and we know how to sin. But Christ, He knew no sin. And that's why He alone is worthy to die in my place.
He has died. But He has overcome death as He rose again on the third day.
If Christ has not risen from the dead, aren't we all believing in a dead god? And all the saints would not have a hope to look forward to His coming again (His coming to take all His people back with Him. To meet Him in the air. And when He come again into this earth, His people will rule the earth with Him.)
Therefore, He lives, so that we may have a living hope.
But why believe in the Bible which is God's word?
The Bible is God's breathe and He uses man to write. It contains facts about the history and many of the prophecy (things about the future) were fulfilled. Only in the Bible, you'll find that God says that He is the Holy God and that HE IS GOD.
Believe so that you may know,
and not to know so that you may believe.
A prayer that we can pray to God when we realise that we need Him
Dear Lord
I know that I'm a sinner. I know that only through Your Son, Jesus Christ whom is the saviour, I can be saved. I sincerely want to repent and I need You to come into my life to be the miracle of my life.
In Jesus name,
Amen.
Why in Jesus name and not other's people name?
It is because He is the only one worthy to speak on our behalf because He has sacrificed His life to die in my place. So He alone is worth to speak on our behalf and no one else could.
I'm blogging this good news down because I do not want anyone to suffer in hell since Jesus Christ has paid the price by shedding His own blood. If you have believed in all that I've blogged here and prayed that prayer, you're now saved. The next thing that you should do is to get yourself a Bible as it is God's word.
If you are interested in a guy or a girl, you would find ways to get information to know about the person isn't it? Likewise, if you love God or you want to find out more about your Saviour, you should read His word and know Him more. You should also pray often to Him so as to establish a personal relationship with Him.
From my experience, The Lord is like my best friend. The One who is always there to hear all my pain. The One that I can share my joy and laughter. When I feel down, and through His words (in the Bible), I had a new hope a new joy to be happy about. And therefore I'm comforted.
I sincerely hope that you readers would consider this good news and I hope that it would be a miracle in your life.
Bye readers! [:
Have you ever wondered where you'll be going after you die?
Well, the fact that there is only two places that you can go.
1. Heaven
2. Hell
NO OTHER PLACES YOU CAN GO.
I remebered that Ben says if everybody knows that living in hell is like being covered with hot oil, they would want to go heaven straightaway! LOL.
From the experience of someone who has went to hell and came back alive, he said that he thought he would feel dead there. But instead, he felt being much more alive in hell. He saw his friends from the pub there. They keep telling him not to come to hell. The doctors managed to save him while he had stopped breathing. He was so scared and he keep telling the doctor he doesn't want to go back to the place again. And so the doctor asked him to repeat after what he say. The sinner's prayer. I couldn't recall the whole incident. But I remembered he went to heaven and he was in Jesus' hand. He felt so happy there that he doesn't want to go back. But God says his time is not up yet. So he came back to earth, alive and shared this incident. Well, that's what naomi shared when we had our groovies girls outing.
Man is separated from God because of sin.
And because of sin, God sent His only Son to die in my place, that I may not be curse (Curse is the one who hung on the tree).
His Son is called Jesus Christ. He alone is worthy to die in my place and redeem me from all the sins because He did not sin throughout His life. The reason why He was born from a virgin birth is to show that He did not posses the sinful nature. This sinful nature was brought down from Adam and Eve, and that's why we ordinary humans do not need to be taught how to sin, and we know how to sin. But Christ, He knew no sin. And that's why He alone is worthy to die in my place.
He has died. But He has overcome death as He rose again on the third day.
If Christ has not risen from the dead, aren't we all believing in a dead god? And all the saints would not have a hope to look forward to His coming again (His coming to take all His people back with Him. To meet Him in the air. And when He come again into this earth, His people will rule the earth with Him.)
Therefore, He lives, so that we may have a living hope.
But why believe in the Bible which is God's word?
The Bible is God's breathe and He uses man to write. It contains facts about the history and many of the prophecy (things about the future) were fulfilled. Only in the Bible, you'll find that God says that He is the Holy God and that HE IS GOD.
Believe so that you may know,
and not to know so that you may believe.
A prayer that we can pray to God when we realise that we need Him
Dear Lord
I know that I'm a sinner. I know that only through Your Son, Jesus Christ whom is the saviour, I can be saved. I sincerely want to repent and I need You to come into my life to be the miracle of my life.
In Jesus name,
Amen.
Why in Jesus name and not other's people name?
It is because He is the only one worthy to speak on our behalf because He has sacrificed His life to die in my place. So He alone is worth to speak on our behalf and no one else could.
I'm blogging this good news down because I do not want anyone to suffer in hell since Jesus Christ has paid the price by shedding His own blood. If you have believed in all that I've blogged here and prayed that prayer, you're now saved. The next thing that you should do is to get yourself a Bible as it is God's word.
If you are interested in a guy or a girl, you would find ways to get information to know about the person isn't it? Likewise, if you love God or you want to find out more about your Saviour, you should read His word and know Him more. You should also pray often to Him so as to establish a personal relationship with Him.
From my experience, The Lord is like my best friend. The One who is always there to hear all my pain. The One that I can share my joy and laughter. When I feel down, and through His words (in the Bible), I had a new hope a new joy to be happy about. And therefore I'm comforted.
I sincerely hope that you readers would consider this good news and I hope that it would be a miracle in your life.
Bye readers! [:
Sunday, February 6, 2011
Heart wretching.
Hey readers...
My day hasn't been really that awesome.
Oh well... Think positively yea Shi Ting (oh, I just love talking to myself. Like how I express it in the blog)
Recently during weekends, I do have a lot of chance to spend more time with him.
1. During Saturdays, he would come.
2. I had dinner after YP and he's there.
3. He heard from Ruth about my silly swimming experience that made the whole table laughed like mad. (Ok, I admit I did most of the laughing.)
4. When we had RFYL meeting, just before that...he was at the meeting room too. Playing titi and bridge. I didn't play with them because Titus don't let me play. And they only needed 4 played. so well. But when he was saying bye...and he look straight into my face..and the light that makes his eyes look glittery..does touched my heart and made it run fast. (so charminggg..glee!)
5. He came for the games day the following saturday.
6. I'm quite thankful for the games (special thanks to mervin) because of those games, I know..
i) He wanted to have 3 kids
ii) He want girls to go army
iii) He doesn't do house chores when he's young
iv) He uses colgate toothpaste! :O same same!
And also because of the games...
7. He held my wrist for the first time! Oh yea...
I don't know whether I'm the one who's shaking or he's the one who can't hold my wrist properly..because...MY WRIST WAS SHAKING TOO BADLY! (I was kinda afraid that he could feel my rapid pulse. But he seems quite okay. But when I went back to sit down. My legs are like jelly...as though I just went for a roller coaster ride..and I'm shell-shock.)
8. I get to play my favourite card games with the rest (although he didn't play..but well.)
Jumbo speed and ugly dolls! woo hoo! so fun! :)
9. BBQ TIME! He was there at the BBQ too! The food was awesome. The talk was challenging me to discover my gifts if I have not done so. I've really tried to find and discover what gifts I had. But I found none. Probably I feel that this kind of thing...others could see it better.
10. The next day, I was stucked in church the whole day, just like the previous sunday. Because I need to meet up with the SS graduates to come out with the presentation. It ended quite fast.
11. I was playing my grade 8 pieces and some of my most outstanding pieces hoping that he would appear.
12. In the end, he came so late.
13. He was chairing for the gospel and baptism service. (love his formal wear)
14. Like him, I was very happy to see my friends got baptised. I know all of them too! :) Some are even my good friends!
15. While he was talking to others, I shot A LOT of quick look at him. He caught some of the quick look from me.. *red face* me red face. Not him of course. He was not merely talking, but talk and smile at the same time.. That kinda sight captures my heart.
16. I've got roses from two boy-friends! HAHA! No lah, two of them just plucked out from Aunty Amy's vase and give it to me because I wanted it and I've got no hands to pluck them.
17. When baba asked samuel to give the rose to the girl he likes, HE GAVE IT TO ME. I know he's kidding. So I shoot a "are-you-mad" face to him.
18. DINNER AT SWENSEN'S THOMSON PLAZA! (Of course he was there too! Or I wouldn't have gone. Cos its late and I'm hungry and it's expensiveee..)
19. I didn't really get to talk to him a lot. But I was really upset because he messaged Ruth a few days back as Ruth was sharing about it during dinner..prolly asking her out for dinner..Sighs. Why not meeeee... I want also. One steamboat dinner with him and the rest where got enough? I want one to one...one to one.. (may be not. Because I'm kinda of scared if one to one...he'd found out that I like him too easily. and obvious. Because of hormones, I may just express myself too much. So it might be too obvious. BETTER TO GO IN GROUP. and HIDE.)
20. From the dinner, I know that he's a rubbish bin. Eat whatever that people couldn't finish..
Very handy skills.
21. When taking photo, I turnt back twice, and he look at me twice. I SHOULD HAVE TURNED BACK MORE TIMESSS!!
22. Oh, he saw my laptop bag and thought I brought laptop cos he asked me why you bring a laptop. So I opened up the lappy bag and showed him that it's all piano scores. Then he nod and oh and didn't talk to me any further. (Is that what he could only ask and say to me.?... SIGHS)
23. That whole sunday could be so bad if there wasn't this night service and DINNER because my parents keep insisting me to stay in Singapore and not go to cambodia.
(Seems like I might have to wait a longer time in order for me to go for mission trip again!)
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24. CHINESE NEW YEAR (3rd day!) He was there at the dinner yesterday!
i)He was the first to arrive uncle TK's house
ii) He best ah. Just dip the bread into the curry pot with all the oil on top.
But I think he saw me "filtering" the oil from the curry in mag's spoon. and probably he couldn't wait anymore so he just dip into the curry pot. Gosh, GOOD FOOD CANNOT BE WAIT MEH?
iii) I laughed the loudest when mel didn't bring the card with gold to herself and others could see whether its a gold a not!
iv) Den I myself when putting back the card with gold to the original position, I accidentally flipped the card and everybody knows where the gold is! THERE GOES THE SABOTEUR..
v) He grinned to me when he left the saboteur game. Awws, I realised he kept shooting glance at me when playing the game. Haha. Awesommmeeee...
vi) He purposely breathe out through his mouth to maggie after having the durian cake, knowing that mag hates durian smell! HAHA! I laughed with the fork still in my mouth when he does that. So bad. ;D
Today, I was completely worned out after getting out of my bed. Firstly, I dreamt that he proposed to another girl right in front of me whether she wanted to be his girlfriend. And he held her hands. And he kissed her right in front of me. That dream seriously sucks. It's worse than a crazy and violent and blood filled nightmare. I could feel the jealousy and bitterness in that dream. I manipulated in such a way that time will go back and he realised that i'm the one who belongs to him. But before it could be done so...its time to wake up and go for worship.
He wasn't sitting too far away from me during worship. But I didn't get to talk to him for the whole day whereas my mum did get to talk to him and gave him ang pao. :) I love my mum for doing that. Seriously. hahaha. :D Oh, about the sunday school video thinggy...mag and els were so not co operative. Mag keep giving suggestions like, " can ys say "thank" and jamie say " you" and go? Or I can write down the message and you read it out. Just take you can already. Sighs. WHY?! Els keep nagging us to hurry. We need to get things done and she can go if she could quickly think of what to say.
They just don't understand that it's urgent and it's hard to get people down. Jet is kind enough to stay lil while to take this video for us. So we shouldn't keep postponing and drag things.
Came back home and continued to reason with my mum about the cambodia trip. At last, she managed to hear my reasons and I managed to hear her reasons about not letting me go to cambodia. It's kind of acceptable. I know everything could be done before that trip, and I had already thought through my mistakes about being so busy and just being busier than ever for the past 3 months. But probably, it wasn't sufficient enough. I felt better after crying and told myself and consoled myself that probably God can bless me more than what I think He could bless if only I had live a life more pleasing to Him and being sanctified and holy so that He could use me.
It was still quite a heart wretching experience...although its a lesson in disguise.
(Just in case you readers still don't get it...I can't go cambodia. All because of the close door.)
Bye readers! [:
My day hasn't been really that awesome.
Oh well... Think positively yea Shi Ting (oh, I just love talking to myself. Like how I express it in the blog)
Recently during weekends, I do have a lot of chance to spend more time with him.
1. During Saturdays, he would come.
2. I had dinner after YP and he's there.
3. He heard from Ruth about my silly swimming experience that made the whole table laughed like mad. (Ok, I admit I did most of the laughing.)
4. When we had RFYL meeting, just before that...he was at the meeting room too. Playing titi and bridge. I didn't play with them because Titus don't let me play. And they only needed 4 played. so well. But when he was saying bye...and he look straight into my face..and the light that makes his eyes look glittery..does touched my heart and made it run fast. (so charminggg..glee!)
5. He came for the games day the following saturday.
6. I'm quite thankful for the games (special thanks to mervin) because of those games, I know..
i) He wanted to have 3 kids
ii) He want girls to go army
iii) He doesn't do house chores when he's young
iv) He uses colgate toothpaste! :O same same!
And also because of the games...
7. He held my wrist for the first time! Oh yea...
I don't know whether I'm the one who's shaking or he's the one who can't hold my wrist properly..because...MY WRIST WAS SHAKING TOO BADLY! (I was kinda afraid that he could feel my rapid pulse. But he seems quite okay. But when I went back to sit down. My legs are like jelly...as though I just went for a roller coaster ride..and I'm shell-shock.)
8. I get to play my favourite card games with the rest (although he didn't play..but well.)
Jumbo speed and ugly dolls! woo hoo! so fun! :)
9. BBQ TIME! He was there at the BBQ too! The food was awesome. The talk was challenging me to discover my gifts if I have not done so. I've really tried to find and discover what gifts I had. But I found none. Probably I feel that this kind of thing...others could see it better.
10. The next day, I was stucked in church the whole day, just like the previous sunday. Because I need to meet up with the SS graduates to come out with the presentation. It ended quite fast.
11. I was playing my grade 8 pieces and some of my most outstanding pieces hoping that he would appear.
12. In the end, he came so late.
13. He was chairing for the gospel and baptism service. (love his formal wear)
14. Like him, I was very happy to see my friends got baptised. I know all of them too! :) Some are even my good friends!
15. While he was talking to others, I shot A LOT of quick look at him. He caught some of the quick look from me.. *red face* me red face. Not him of course. He was not merely talking, but talk and smile at the same time.. That kinda sight captures my heart.
16. I've got roses from two boy-friends! HAHA! No lah, two of them just plucked out from Aunty Amy's vase and give it to me because I wanted it and I've got no hands to pluck them.
17. When baba asked samuel to give the rose to the girl he likes, HE GAVE IT TO ME. I know he's kidding. So I shoot a "are-you-mad" face to him.
18. DINNER AT SWENSEN'S THOMSON PLAZA! (Of course he was there too! Or I wouldn't have gone. Cos its late and I'm hungry and it's expensiveee..)
19. I didn't really get to talk to him a lot. But I was really upset because he messaged Ruth a few days back as Ruth was sharing about it during dinner..prolly asking her out for dinner..Sighs. Why not meeeee... I want also. One steamboat dinner with him and the rest where got enough? I want one to one...one to one.. (may be not. Because I'm kinda of scared if one to one...he'd found out that I like him too easily. and obvious. Because of hormones, I may just express myself too much. So it might be too obvious. BETTER TO GO IN GROUP. and HIDE.)
20. From the dinner, I know that he's a rubbish bin. Eat whatever that people couldn't finish..
Very handy skills.
21. When taking photo, I turnt back twice, and he look at me twice. I SHOULD HAVE TURNED BACK MORE TIMESSS!!
22. Oh, he saw my laptop bag and thought I brought laptop cos he asked me why you bring a laptop. So I opened up the lappy bag and showed him that it's all piano scores. Then he nod and oh and didn't talk to me any further. (Is that what he could only ask and say to me.?... SIGHS)
23. That whole sunday could be so bad if there wasn't this night service and DINNER because my parents keep insisting me to stay in Singapore and not go to cambodia.
(Seems like I might have to wait a longer time in order for me to go for mission trip again!)
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24. CHINESE NEW YEAR (3rd day!) He was there at the dinner yesterday!
i)He was the first to arrive uncle TK's house
ii) He best ah. Just dip the bread into the curry pot with all the oil on top.
But I think he saw me "filtering" the oil from the curry in mag's spoon. and probably he couldn't wait anymore so he just dip into the curry pot. Gosh, GOOD FOOD CANNOT BE WAIT MEH?
iii) I laughed the loudest when mel didn't bring the card with gold to herself and others could see whether its a gold a not!
iv) Den I myself when putting back the card with gold to the original position, I accidentally flipped the card and everybody knows where the gold is! THERE GOES THE SABOTEUR..
v) He grinned to me when he left the saboteur game. Awws, I realised he kept shooting glance at me when playing the game. Haha. Awesommmeeee...
vi) He purposely breathe out through his mouth to maggie after having the durian cake, knowing that mag hates durian smell! HAHA! I laughed with the fork still in my mouth when he does that. So bad. ;D
Today, I was completely worned out after getting out of my bed. Firstly, I dreamt that he proposed to another girl right in front of me whether she wanted to be his girlfriend. And he held her hands. And he kissed her right in front of me. That dream seriously sucks. It's worse than a crazy and violent and blood filled nightmare. I could feel the jealousy and bitterness in that dream. I manipulated in such a way that time will go back and he realised that i'm the one who belongs to him. But before it could be done so...its time to wake up and go for worship.
He wasn't sitting too far away from me during worship. But I didn't get to talk to him for the whole day whereas my mum did get to talk to him and gave him ang pao. :) I love my mum for doing that. Seriously. hahaha. :D Oh, about the sunday school video thinggy...mag and els were so not co operative. Mag keep giving suggestions like, " can ys say "thank" and jamie say " you" and go? Or I can write down the message and you read it out. Just take you can already. Sighs. WHY?! Els keep nagging us to hurry. We need to get things done and she can go if she could quickly think of what to say.
They just don't understand that it's urgent and it's hard to get people down. Jet is kind enough to stay lil while to take this video for us. So we shouldn't keep postponing and drag things.
Came back home and continued to reason with my mum about the cambodia trip. At last, she managed to hear my reasons and I managed to hear her reasons about not letting me go to cambodia. It's kind of acceptable. I know everything could be done before that trip, and I had already thought through my mistakes about being so busy and just being busier than ever for the past 3 months. But probably, it wasn't sufficient enough. I felt better after crying and told myself and consoled myself that probably God can bless me more than what I think He could bless if only I had live a life more pleasing to Him and being sanctified and holy so that He could use me.
It was still quite a heart wretching experience...although its a lesson in disguise.
(Just in case you readers still don't get it...I can't go cambodia. All because of the close door.)
Bye readers! [:
Sunday, January 30, 2011
Pure stupidity
Keep Smiling, Just keep on Smiling
Keep Laughing, Just keep on Laughing
Stay happy, Just keep on staying happy.
Can't I, oh why can't I...
Keep Laughing, Just keep on Laughing
Stay happy, Just keep on staying happy.
Can't I, oh why can't I...
Many things happened during weekends, mainly cause I had experienced a lot more pain and a lot more fun and also managed to find out a lot of things unknowingly.
The week has been just so special in such a way that I'm having a lot of mixed feelings.
The more time I get to meet up with him(also with the rest), the more things I noticed, the more things I heard, and the more disappointed I've got.
It's made worse by how my mum totally ignored me when I speak to her about the trip to cambodia.
I'm not going just because he's going. He's not even in the part of the reasons that I'm going. Its just a bonus that he's going.
I've been wanting to see the work at cambodia, get to know the missionaries there and hope that I can do something meaningful for them which is in this case, to paint walls. What's more in this trip, I'll be able to know a few jap people from other assemblies and have a good time of fellowship with them and get their contacts to follow up.
I really don't like the way I can't seek understanding from my family members with regards to this matter. I know that they doesn't like the way I handle things last year because that's my FIRST time in my life I'm handling so many many work and got so hectic.
I had exams to prepare and papers to sit for,
Piano to practice and lessons to attend,
Run for your life meetings and tasks to be done asap,
Laptop broke down so I had to go repair it,
Church meetings to attend,
Replug concert preparations.
I was just too busy and I know it's my fault that I didn't stay home and think about my parents and show more care and concern to them. As much as I wanted, I also would like to stay home and spend quality time with them. Do what I can to help them in the house chores and practice my piano as much as I could because my mum is very concern with that as the fees are really ex.
I know that it's my fault and I really do understand that most of the time, I think about myself more than I think of them. Can't they just give me more time and chance?
Monday, January 17, 2011
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
HEY! RANDOMS THOUGHTS IN THE TOILET UH?
HEY READERS! [:
Just some random stuffs I wanna share while I'm in the toilet:
1. I was thinking about the dream that I had during one of the naps recently. I think I'm having huge craving for Vitagen and I was thristy while I'm having naps. So yea, I dreamt that I was holding the Vitagen that I just took out from the freezer. It felt hot. So I was wondering in my dream why was vitagen freshly taken out from the freezer can be warm..so I opened my eyes...and I realised that I was holding on to my bolster instead! :/
Den I was laughing to myself in the toilet. (oh, btw, I was doing the "business" in the toilet) :D
2. Den I started thinking about the song "haunted" by Taylor Swift. I was wondering, if ben heard me singing to him, " Come on Come on don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured it out. Some thing gone terrible wrong. You all I wanted.", confirm he'll leave. Why? Cos I don't have a Taylor Swift voice..and it's awful! Well, if I have Taylor Swift voice and by singing that to him so that he won't leave, I seriously wish that I have her voice now!
okay, whatever. That's totally silly.
3. Oh, guess wad, I started to hearing "dropping-the-faeces" sound from the next cubicle.
It was like continuous lah! I was thinking to myself, hmm...she really had a lot of gold in her rectal. And start to laugh to myself. I mean..why am I feeling so happy today? Simply happy. Haven't felt like this for sooo long.
4. When I start to think about farting like a motobike, I laughed harder.
5. Finally, I've cleared all the faeces from my rectal!
And just now on my way to school, my phone scared the people in the train.
Cos the earpiece came off and the music started blasting. It happened TWICE.
Oh, and Jason MISS MY BURP! I'm quite thankful cos people in my class doesn't complain about my burp. They just comment about it. Like..OH MY GOSH! MY GOODNESS! THIS IS REALLY LOUD! HAHAHA! and more! Some of them miss my burp!! I'm so happy that burping can make some of them laugh! oh btw, Wanni's burp sounds like a man who burps. Its loud and low! super funny!
Oh, i hope that the pharmaceutics UT will be manageable and that I can finish all the questions!
I felt really depressed about the dietary supplement UT cos I didn't manage to finish the calculations and advices! I know how to do!! I really know.. I just need more time. ARGHS..!..
Oh well, I shouldn't keep thinking about sad and depressing stuff and remind myself how much time I left before he leave.. :(
BYE READERS! [:
Just some random stuffs I wanna share while I'm in the toilet:
1. I was thinking about the dream that I had during one of the naps recently. I think I'm having huge craving for Vitagen and I was thristy while I'm having naps. So yea, I dreamt that I was holding the Vitagen that I just took out from the freezer. It felt hot. So I was wondering in my dream why was vitagen freshly taken out from the freezer can be warm..so I opened my eyes...and I realised that I was holding on to my bolster instead! :/
Den I was laughing to myself in the toilet. (oh, btw, I was doing the "business" in the toilet) :D
2. Den I started thinking about the song "haunted" by Taylor Swift. I was wondering, if ben heard me singing to him, " Come on Come on don't leave me like this, I thought I had you figured it out. Some thing gone terrible wrong. You all I wanted.", confirm he'll leave. Why? Cos I don't have a Taylor Swift voice..and it's awful! Well, if I have Taylor Swift voice and by singing that to him so that he won't leave, I seriously wish that I have her voice now!
okay, whatever. That's totally silly.
3. Oh, guess wad, I started to hearing "dropping-the-faeces" sound from the next cubicle.
It was like continuous lah! I was thinking to myself, hmm...she really had a lot of gold in her rectal. And start to laugh to myself. I mean..why am I feeling so happy today? Simply happy. Haven't felt like this for sooo long.
4. When I start to think about farting like a motobike, I laughed harder.
5. Finally, I've cleared all the faeces from my rectal!
And just now on my way to school, my phone scared the people in the train.
Cos the earpiece came off and the music started blasting. It happened TWICE.
Oh, and Jason MISS MY BURP! I'm quite thankful cos people in my class doesn't complain about my burp. They just comment about it. Like..OH MY GOSH! MY GOODNESS! THIS IS REALLY LOUD! HAHAHA! and more! Some of them miss my burp!! I'm so happy that burping can make some of them laugh! oh btw, Wanni's burp sounds like a man who burps. Its loud and low! super funny!
Oh, i hope that the pharmaceutics UT will be manageable and that I can finish all the questions!
I felt really depressed about the dietary supplement UT cos I didn't manage to finish the calculations and advices! I know how to do!! I really know.. I just need more time. ARGHS..!..
Oh well, I shouldn't keep thinking about sad and depressing stuff and remind myself how much time I left before he leave.. :(
BYE READERS! [:
Wednesday, January 5, 2011
Better news?
Hey readers!
I've such a fruitful trip to Myanmar on 19th to 29th december 2010!
It marks the mircales that the Lord has done for me.
Seriously, from this trip, I realised that prayer really works wonders!
I thought I have a high chance of not surviving back to Singapore. This is serious. Because I fell sick there and my body was not able to adapt to the extreme cold temperature there. It was so cold till when you pee in the morning, there's water vapour rising out from your pee!
I did conquered a lot of things! Like surviving through the 12 hours of coach ride. Seriously, the road was bumpy and I've found it so hard to sleep. Also, I have to hold my pee for soo soo long! It was only after I went to the "toilet" in one of the "wulu" places, den I've found myself really in a mission trip! The toilet was so dark and it's a long way to walk deep inside. Its so scary esp in the night. If you're going alone to that toilet, you might have second thoughts even though the pee will come out anytime!
I love the time I had spent with the BMET members:
Amariah, Jonathan, Samuel, Sheena, Esmond, Edna, Melissa (my dorm mate), Anabeth, Raeann, Linus and Sharlyn. Its super funny esp at the Eastern Hotel where they're preparing the puppet show. While translating the words from Eng to Chinese, I realised that my church peeps chinese reallie is "wah-best-seh" standard. Direct translation! SUPER funny! Sometimes the head of the puppet will drop out and its like we'll hold our tummy and laughed so hard like no one else's business. The voice of the puppets were really funny at certain point of the time too! haha!
Shopping and walking and eating. Hmm..really nice to see the full moon there. It was so BIG BIG BIG AND ROUND ROUND ROUND AND BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT! Love it a lot. Though I didn't manage to see shooting stars there, but I have the Brightest Star in my heart! Thats none other than my Lord and GOD! :)
After 8 whole days, I thought I couldn't make it anymore. I really want to go home and rest. I really miss home and sleep so so much. I was thoroughly worn out. But I don't know what give me the energy to want to continue to play the stupid BANG game and ton the last night. I merely had 2hrs and 30minutes of sleep. Super tired the next day. Btw, the BANG games was really stupid. I was about to win the whole game. And samuel took over mel's card when I left for a pee. Den after I came out of the toilet, I realised I just died. All 4/5 lifes that I had just ended. Very pro samuel. Very pro...
Oh btw, Jonathan and Esmond were really helpful. I thought my correction tape is beyond repair esp when Jonathan almost tored the tape while trying to get it fix. But there, the Pro correction tape and shoe marker aka Esmond FIX THAT BEYOND REPAIRED CORRECTION TAPE! They really don't give up even when I keep saying just throw it away, its gone for good.
The Christmas spents at the bontanical garden was soo good! I was so happy that Jonathan and Samuel is in my fan club! HAHA! Samuel said something nice about me and I said that if I've got a fanpage, I'd put that under write something about the fanclub. He said about my laugh. How I could laugh at almost everything and being happy always.
Anw, the motor ride to the Nargist victim's farm was really adventureous! It's super bumpy that I almost fell off from the motorbike. Really thrilling and I really prayed hard and enjoyed it hard too!
Next, painting in the cold wasn't that nice. It's like my arms became really tired. But well, I was so happy that I could do something for the school there. I did panicked about getting a cut from the rusty grills. But I think its fine now. No infection I guess. :)
Oh!! I really admired the way how Pam Linstead (the missionary) actually can get over her previous boyfriend and start a new life, being busy with mission work. From her love story, I realised that the Lord is a perfect match maker! He knows which guy is the best for her and that they can be so deeply in love with each other. I really hope that the Lord will bless me with a good spouse too :) Some guy that took so much effort to do something just for a girl he loves.
I wouldn't mind about having someone that will not be romantic and very straightforward in terms of proposal as long as I think and God knows that he's the best person for me.
Well, today I just said something really weird.
I said to wanni that if I look for eye candy, I might have already been attached.
But he is different. He fulfil his responsibilities and he would make it good. He had a heart to listen to God and the way he thinks about certain things are different. He knows how to look on the bright side. He had this smile that could light up my whole heart whenever I see him smile (even when he's not smiling to me). There's no second thought about liking another guy. I just couldn't find someone that I really admired so much and I felt that he's the best that I could ever find. He's the man of my dreams.
Yes, its dreams. So I know I shouldn't be chasing after dreams. It's vanity and not worthwhile. I did stop chasing after the dreams but I have already put him in some corner in my heart so that no one can replace his place in my heart. No one could.
The GREATEST thing is that I know at least, I have about 8 more months left before he leave.
Anw, I'm getting abit out of shape nowadays.
1. COUGH COUGH COUGH
Seriously, I don't like medicine. It makes me feel so drowsy and I can hardly say what I wanted to say correctly.
2. Run for your life this friday! Really pray that God will see it through all things.
3. Next monday got paper and I don't even know which module is that.
how great is that.
4. Panick! Tmr piano lesson. ARGH.
Hope and Pray.
That's all I know of now.
Bye readers! [:
I've such a fruitful trip to Myanmar on 19th to 29th december 2010!
It marks the mircales that the Lord has done for me.
Seriously, from this trip, I realised that prayer really works wonders!
I thought I have a high chance of not surviving back to Singapore. This is serious. Because I fell sick there and my body was not able to adapt to the extreme cold temperature there. It was so cold till when you pee in the morning, there's water vapour rising out from your pee!
I did conquered a lot of things! Like surviving through the 12 hours of coach ride. Seriously, the road was bumpy and I've found it so hard to sleep. Also, I have to hold my pee for soo soo long! It was only after I went to the "toilet" in one of the "wulu" places, den I've found myself really in a mission trip! The toilet was so dark and it's a long way to walk deep inside. Its so scary esp in the night. If you're going alone to that toilet, you might have second thoughts even though the pee will come out anytime!
I love the time I had spent with the BMET members:
Amariah, Jonathan, Samuel, Sheena, Esmond, Edna, Melissa (my dorm mate), Anabeth, Raeann, Linus and Sharlyn. Its super funny esp at the Eastern Hotel where they're preparing the puppet show. While translating the words from Eng to Chinese, I realised that my church peeps chinese reallie is "wah-best-seh" standard. Direct translation! SUPER funny! Sometimes the head of the puppet will drop out and its like we'll hold our tummy and laughed so hard like no one else's business. The voice of the puppets were really funny at certain point of the time too! haha!
Shopping and walking and eating. Hmm..really nice to see the full moon there. It was so BIG BIG BIG AND ROUND ROUND ROUND AND BRIGHT BRIGHT BRIGHT! Love it a lot. Though I didn't manage to see shooting stars there, but I have the Brightest Star in my heart! Thats none other than my Lord and GOD! :)
After 8 whole days, I thought I couldn't make it anymore. I really want to go home and rest. I really miss home and sleep so so much. I was thoroughly worn out. But I don't know what give me the energy to want to continue to play the stupid BANG game and ton the last night. I merely had 2hrs and 30minutes of sleep. Super tired the next day. Btw, the BANG games was really stupid. I was about to win the whole game. And samuel took over mel's card when I left for a pee. Den after I came out of the toilet, I realised I just died. All 4/5 lifes that I had just ended. Very pro samuel. Very pro...
Oh btw, Jonathan and Esmond were really helpful. I thought my correction tape is beyond repair esp when Jonathan almost tored the tape while trying to get it fix. But there, the Pro correction tape and shoe marker aka Esmond FIX THAT BEYOND REPAIRED CORRECTION TAPE! They really don't give up even when I keep saying just throw it away, its gone for good.
The Christmas spents at the bontanical garden was soo good! I was so happy that Jonathan and Samuel is in my fan club! HAHA! Samuel said something nice about me and I said that if I've got a fanpage, I'd put that under write something about the fanclub. He said about my laugh. How I could laugh at almost everything and being happy always.
Anw, the motor ride to the Nargist victim's farm was really adventureous! It's super bumpy that I almost fell off from the motorbike. Really thrilling and I really prayed hard and enjoyed it hard too!
Next, painting in the cold wasn't that nice. It's like my arms became really tired. But well, I was so happy that I could do something for the school there. I did panicked about getting a cut from the rusty grills. But I think its fine now. No infection I guess. :)
Oh!! I really admired the way how Pam Linstead (the missionary) actually can get over her previous boyfriend and start a new life, being busy with mission work. From her love story, I realised that the Lord is a perfect match maker! He knows which guy is the best for her and that they can be so deeply in love with each other. I really hope that the Lord will bless me with a good spouse too :) Some guy that took so much effort to do something just for a girl he loves.
I wouldn't mind about having someone that will not be romantic and very straightforward in terms of proposal as long as I think and God knows that he's the best person for me.
Well, today I just said something really weird.
I said to wanni that if I look for eye candy, I might have already been attached.
But he is different. He fulfil his responsibilities and he would make it good. He had a heart to listen to God and the way he thinks about certain things are different. He knows how to look on the bright side. He had this smile that could light up my whole heart whenever I see him smile (even when he's not smiling to me). There's no second thought about liking another guy. I just couldn't find someone that I really admired so much and I felt that he's the best that I could ever find. He's the man of my dreams.
Yes, its dreams. So I know I shouldn't be chasing after dreams. It's vanity and not worthwhile. I did stop chasing after the dreams but I have already put him in some corner in my heart so that no one can replace his place in my heart. No one could.
The GREATEST thing is that I know at least, I have about 8 more months left before he leave.
Anw, I'm getting abit out of shape nowadays.
1. COUGH COUGH COUGH
Seriously, I don't like medicine. It makes me feel so drowsy and I can hardly say what I wanted to say correctly.
2. Run for your life this friday! Really pray that God will see it through all things.
3. Next monday got paper and I don't even know which module is that.
how great is that.
4. Panick! Tmr piano lesson. ARGH.
Hope and Pray.
That's all I know of now.
Bye readers! [:
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