What doesn't kills you makes you stronger

Dear Readers

I said in my previous post that if any sad things still persist, I wouldn't blog anymore. So that means that I'm now going to blog about my HAPPY news!!! :D Anw, I cried agn when I read my previous post. Those hardships endured..

Okay..firstly, don't get too excited.. It's not about having a boyfriend..
Its about being in a new job. :)

God is really so AMAZING. He really heard my cry and has provided me a way of escape.
He gave me a job that is better than my previous job a thousand times better...and I can't help but to give Him my greatest praise :)

What I've been through these few mths were really amazing. The new company not only paid for my 2 mths notice period but they're offering at least 700 bucks more than my previous job's salary (prolly cause it's an MNC = BIG BIG BIG COMPANY) As a fresh diploma grad, I feel really honored.

I managed to free myself from all kinds of misery and pain. I'm able to let go of him in a pace so fast that I couldn't believe that I can actually do it. This is probably because being strong is the only option I have and so I know what is it like to be a strong individual. So yes, during this period, I feel stronger. Yes, I agree with what Kelly clarkson sings...What doesn't kills you makes you STRONGER, stand a lil taller, doesn't mean i'm lonely when I'm alone :) That really reflects my innerself a lot.

I've drown myself with loving friends, loving family, forming bonds with the younger peeps in my church, making new colleagues in my new workplace and shopping this period :) Leading my own carefree, single and AVAILABLE life :) WORTH IT! 

Yet somehow...I feel still quite empty because I've yet to meet my Mr Right and I'm very eager to find out who is he. I've been looking at one of the S'pore Olympian a lot cause I guess he's really quite a handsome chap. But the next thing I know, he's alrdy attached :( And now I'm like super disappointed because almst all the guys that I found them good looking doesn't has a pretty looking gf... Which makes me really feel bad. At least they should get a better looking one so that I can feel better. I mean it SERIOUSLY.

I know I'm being mean and superficial...but yeah..it's just something that I don't get it or rather, can't get over it. Btw, I realized that a lot of hot girls doesn't have a hot bf too so those friendzoned guys can feel my pain too.

I really wish my Mr Right is damm good looking so that it's really super worthwhile waiting for him. Always wish my prince will be someone dat I can depend on forever. hehehe (Realized good looking guys is really very impt to me. Because I like to take pics so obviously those ridiculously photogenic guys will be ideal :D )

I hope in the future, things will look brighter.

Well, this month can be quite a happening month...
1) I'm really glad that I can go cycling with my good looking cousin :)
2) Going out with my besties! (Kimmy, Cheryl, Yin San and Mag)
3) I got a lot more opportunities to catch up with my EX-crush
4) Meeting new colleagues :)
5) bought MANY MANY awesome stuffs for myself
6) Get to play cards with many diff peeps
7) Bond with the younger peeps in my church
8) Play my super favorite sports with church peeps
9) catching movies and having lunch with my church peeps

It's such a wonderful thing to be in God's family. Blessed with so many loving friends. I could only embrace the wonderful moments spent.

Of course, my heart gets lifted up and feels more relaxed physically during this period.
So now, comes a new challenge!!!.. I'm starting my shift work tmr. And it's a 12 hours shift!!! goshhh.
Gotta prepare myself... the thought that my parents and bro aren't home makes me feels lonelier. And also, I'm been down with cough, diarrhea and stomach upset. So its like kinda sian. Wish someone could talk to me now..

Right..I shall just stop writing! gotta go alrdy peeps!
 Sorry for the long post!

Bye readers! :)