Troubled

Gosh, it's so troubling.

He's leaving in 28 days. And it's not like I can see him everyday. :(
I'd really miss him so much. I mean seriously. My mind is so troubled. So So troubled. I keep telling myself see now, I can feel relax, so try to feel relax. But now, I can't do it..
I'm in AGONY now. It's such a pain.. I can't express it out to him. There's nothing else that I can do I think. It's all too late.

I tried to comfort myself about the memories and times spent together. But, my soul just craves for more. I wanted him to stay near me and hear him talking.

I have no mood to study for exams now. I'm freaking out.
Gosh, I'm so troubled. I am really troubled..