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Hey readers! [:

REPLUG CAMP WAS AWESOME FUN! and funny :D

I was really worn out by the end of replug camp.
One of my juniors asked if I gt boyfriend a not, if dun haf he wanna be my boyfriend!
LOL! I was like hahaha, I really got no boyfriend and I don't have boyfriend before. den he didn't like ask anymore. Well, its so causal :D

Den Iqmal asked about who i wanna date with in replug honestly..
I lied yo...I've got no intention to date dilly (the one that I said) and wayne (the one everyone want me to go steady with)..I wanted to have a date out with fifi/cheng/danny they all.. :D

But well...a date is a date. Not like ok?

UPDATES:
1. I was the only who played soccer with repluggios
2. I scored 3 goals for soccer!
3. They asked if I was a guy in disguise..and ask me to shave my hair LOL
4. When cheng asked why mary like john. I said because john dick is harry.
(answer was inspired by the famous maths question...always got tom, dick and harry had 9 marbles...)
5. Warren piggyback me and suddenly freak me out by carrying me when taking pics.
6. I danced crazily during the last night of replug camp's party.
7. I gave ideas for two keyboardists and that drained out all my brain juices.

But when all these things past and no more replug camp..it was time to work.
I really went back to banquet today to work. On the way home, I felt so emo.

I sent a msg to myself..saying the on the 14 december 2009 (which is 2 days after the "shooting star" incident), I had so many exciting plans for the hols. But for this hols, I almst had nothing to get excited abt..only things to worry abt. Worry abt PP, A and P UT revision and preparation for reflection concert.

Lonely and weary, tired and despair....
I found my way out...working really hard...earn a bit of money to spend..
Just hoping that I'll be able to get ur attention some day if we ever saw each other by accident (or coincidence)...(A few guys had their attention on me...but I don't want it)
WHY am I doing this???..
I know for myself that you're not the one..and noe that perhaps is that guy I recently crushed on..

U...are still in my mind even till now.

I noe that even if u got my attention, even with things looks well...I know for myself that I won't accept u..But why am I still holding it even till now??

Whenever I get to school, I hope to see you. and when I happened to see you, I looked away instead. I freaked out!

Ur gf gave me that awful stare and I just ignored it..thinking that its okay. and shes childish by doing this.

I think that u were hiding away from me..cos every thing left now was only that masking tape on that button shoe...the webcam max that I stubbornly dun wanna delete it becos my sis suspect that it was the cause of the virus(pop ups) in my com, the pics in my phone, the msgs u sent me, and the msn..(you left the awesome W15H kids group)..

I felt so so afraid to see you...but yet I want to see you..
I felt so so very afraid to talk to you..but yet secretly I always open the msn dialogue..

I knew exactly what I need to give up (let go)
I knew..I just need a little more time..

Bye readers [: