Dear readers
There's something about me, feeling completely breathless, utterly helpless that I just want to stop doing every single thing. Something precious will soon be out of my sight. Though I never own the precious, had the precious, but it is my precious. YES. 3 precious words appeared in one sentence. Cos I couldn't do anything more, nor say anything that's in my heart for so long. I don't want to do this anymore. But I don't know why I kept telling myself not to give up because I hadn't tried. I don't want to be a complete loser. Becos I'd never tried to hold it tight till refusal and rejectment comes in. So I told myself that there's still time, at least days. Make use of it to leave some precious memories for the precious. But I really don't know how. And so I'm stress, worried and dreamt about precious almost everynight. This is TRUE. He appeared in my dreams many times.
But there's another voice inside me, that says, just stop. Its better for me to stop. I don't have to do it. I don't have to feel stress. Leave it to God and I'll find peace. Lord, make me realise what I don't realised. Especially Your goodness. I want to have the love of God in me. I don't want Your love to me to be one-sided. I want to love you more. I know how it feels like and I hope I won't do this to you Lord.
Lord, I know how it feels like to have something precious taken away. I know who's precious to You. Its the soul of Thy creation. The people. Whenever the devil tempted them and leads them away from You. Lord, I know it is really sad. I hope that I can do something about it. Something that I can do for You in this area. But I'm still very unprepared. Prepare my Thy ways and sanctify me.
If someone is not meant for me, then just let it be.
If something is not meant to be heard or said, then let it be.
The most important thing is, I still have You.
Whether I am a complete winner or loser doesn't matter. The most important is, the VICTORY is the Lord and therefore, I will REJOICE!
Rejoice in the Lord always and again I say Rejoice!
Friday, December 17, 2010
Saturday, December 4, 2010
I've never felt this way before
Hey readers
I don't know how. Happy I should be or sad I should be.
I was so excited about the steamboat on thurs. Many things happened on that day.
1. School. Fell sick and sore throat. didn't slp much that night.
2. Go sunshine plaza with nigel. He was so kind. Postponed his gym training just to be my tour guide to sunshine plaza. Help me carry lappy and umbrella. Best "tour guide" ever man. You can't get this anywhere!
3. Meet Yin San while waiting for tim n ben to come.
Saw Ben's msg and I was thinking why he was at airport? The 1st thing that comes into my head was he might be sending maggie off! HAHA! Den in the end me and yin san teased him!
I tot my strawberry period came. But in the end, I scare myself.
4. Ben came. I pretend to be fine. but actually I was overly excited inside.
5. Go steamboat place. Wahh, that day was raining away and it doesn't feel good eating at somewhere like that, somemore expensive and the oil keep on splattering like nobody's business like dat. But I still felt really happy. Esp he started talking and asked me something about why I was early and so on.
6. He was so cute :)
7. He was so funny :)
8. OVERSEAS? Why go overseas? to where? for wad?
9. My heart sank.
(but I said, "wah! scholarship! wah! london!)
10. My heart sank further when he said he's going for 3 to mabye 4 years.
(but I said, " wah! cool!)
11. Go sunshine plaza to collect poster.
Felt so urgent! need to go toilet. In the end I felt like it took millions of yrs just to get to toilet.
Finally reached there. I was so dumb. The guy pointed there, the rubberband. I look at the direction hes pointing at, and asked where? Den he said there, I look at the same direction agn and asked where? Den he said, THERE! ON MY HAND! and looked and OH!!!!! HAHAHAHA!
(SLOW SHI TING)
And me and yin san enjoyed singing song together and laughing away at each other's dumb song! YI PEE YA YA YI PEE YI PEE YA!!
12. We came back after 20+ mins from sunshine plaza and I told jokes to the 3 guys.
13. I love the way he laughs when I did the indian lightbulb dance right in front of him!
14. and one costumer laughs, "HA! HA! HA!" It really sounds like some martial arts SHI FU yelling HA! HA! HA! when he attack his opponent. Thats wad ben said. I couldn't agree more. When I pee, I heard the person HA!HA!HA! again. I was HA!HA!HA!-ing away when I'm peeing too! :D
15. Soon, its time to go home. 3 hours just past like this. and Ben ended being the one that the oil loves the most. He kena the most oil being splattered on him. Its mostly Tim's fault. He spilled the soup on that hot oil. poor ben cannot siam in time. So he "ARGH!" loadds of time mann!! Its kinda funny though.
16. I love the way he helped me to shift the prawns nearer to me.
17. I love how he was willing to scope some soup for his friends and me despite the scary oil.
18. I screamed onto Yinsan's ears via the rolled up poster!
19. Ben wanted to help me with my stuff. But I told him nvm I can managed.
20. Ben asked me about the poster. And I told him its Ginvera. And hugged the poster in front of everybody.
21. He went boarded the train alone.
22. I looked at him when he's on the train. When the train ran past my eyes, I didn't dare to look back at him and just laughed becos Yin San laughed.
23. I found out from tim about the girl who ben likes. It reminded me that he might not be kidding about he only reply msgs to the girl of his dreams. and he said no so loudly when jeremy asked so its me rtye?
24. I couldn't feel any lousier than before.
I couldn't sleep well. And the next day I've overslept..
I dunno wad gave me the courage to ask him out for badminton. Probably I managed to convince myself that he won't feel odd.
He was busy with youth camp preps so he can't meet me.
Anw, I felt better after talking to him about random stuffs. haha
I realised that only the person who hurts u, be it indirectly or directly, is the only person that could make you find back your real smile.
I dunno whether its my eyes got problem a not. But from the sideview, I saw him in church.
He said he's not going to special ministry and has not attended one in his life. but there, on friday night, I saw him.
By the way, the speaker made me almost cried. Can I really sing, "take my life, my silver and my gold, not a mite would I withhold, take my hands etc.?"
I felt that I'm still very carnal. becos, I still can't do that. I need more serious discipleship. I seriously think that when ben goes, I can just focus solely on God. Love God more than anything else. Thats my intention, my goal, my aspiration.
Today, presentation was slack. Not me but the faccies. Go around asking pple whether they wan some chips a not when pple are presenting away. HAH! She said I presented good enough and dunnid to cover all. Asked simpler questions like wads the diff between personal care and beauty care industry instead of asking me wads strategic group :)
Its been a while since I last fell down. When ben hits my head, I felt giddy and leaned backwards. I dunno what he was trying to support me from the back. But he grabbed me and it almost touch the side of my boobs mann.. I got stunned when I saw its him and just felt...wah! it feels like I'm in a drama. Lovin it?
Even though he's leaving and do his "political" course, and even though he does not like me,
I will patiently wait. I've never felt so right. Lost in thoughts of him.
It suddenly reminds me of my childhood promise to my mother. Cos I once promised her that I will not get a bf only until I reached 22 yrs old, if I got bf before that, I will become an old witch. If I wait for him, I really might not get any bf till 22! This is seriously so scary. Never promise what you don't mean it. See now, I think I've cursed myself since childhood days. *shake heads*
Oh, just now was his first comment on my facebook status! He said sorry he hit my head.
I wanted to tell him its not the head that feels pain, its how he touched me felt really awkward.
Ben,
After I heard about your scholarship to london to pursue further studies, the first question that come into my mind was, why can't you choose NUS instead? Its pretigous and good. Well, perhaps maybe NUS doesn't have the course you wanted.
Now, Worship service, CEP, Prayer meeting, gospel serive, YP in amk are going to lack of one voice singing, listening, and praying.
Now, Youth camp, mission trip to cambodia, DVBS are going to lack of one person service.
Now, captain's ball and soccer are going to lack of one person playing.
Now, Shi Ting lack of someone to HA!HA!HA! with.
I just hope that all will be well there and that u'll have a safe journey back to Singapore.
I also hope that u'll be able to find a church there to continue to serve Him and reach out to others.
May you be well and happy always. No matter what happens, apply Lordship into your life, and you'll never know what God can do for you!
Just last thing that I hope...
I hope that I'll be able to recognise you when you come back!! :D
Take care. (sobs.)
With lots of love,
Shi Ting
I don't know how. Happy I should be or sad I should be.
I was so excited about the steamboat on thurs. Many things happened on that day.
1. School. Fell sick and sore throat. didn't slp much that night.
2. Go sunshine plaza with nigel. He was so kind. Postponed his gym training just to be my tour guide to sunshine plaza. Help me carry lappy and umbrella. Best "tour guide" ever man. You can't get this anywhere!
3. Meet Yin San while waiting for tim n ben to come.
Saw Ben's msg and I was thinking why he was at airport? The 1st thing that comes into my head was he might be sending maggie off! HAHA! Den in the end me and yin san teased him!
I tot my strawberry period came. But in the end, I scare myself.
4. Ben came. I pretend to be fine. but actually I was overly excited inside.
5. Go steamboat place. Wahh, that day was raining away and it doesn't feel good eating at somewhere like that, somemore expensive and the oil keep on splattering like nobody's business like dat. But I still felt really happy. Esp he started talking and asked me something about why I was early and so on.
6. He was so cute :)
7. He was so funny :)
8. OVERSEAS? Why go overseas? to where? for wad?
9. My heart sank.
(but I said, "wah! scholarship! wah! london!)
10. My heart sank further when he said he's going for 3 to mabye 4 years.
(but I said, " wah! cool!)
11. Go sunshine plaza to collect poster.
Felt so urgent! need to go toilet. In the end I felt like it took millions of yrs just to get to toilet.
Finally reached there. I was so dumb. The guy pointed there, the rubberband. I look at the direction hes pointing at, and asked where? Den he said there, I look at the same direction agn and asked where? Den he said, THERE! ON MY HAND! and looked and OH!!!!! HAHAHAHA!
(SLOW SHI TING)
And me and yin san enjoyed singing song together and laughing away at each other's dumb song! YI PEE YA YA YI PEE YI PEE YA!!
12. We came back after 20+ mins from sunshine plaza and I told jokes to the 3 guys.
13. I love the way he laughs when I did the indian lightbulb dance right in front of him!
14. and one costumer laughs, "HA! HA! HA!" It really sounds like some martial arts SHI FU yelling HA! HA! HA! when he attack his opponent. Thats wad ben said. I couldn't agree more. When I pee, I heard the person HA!HA!HA! again. I was HA!HA!HA!-ing away when I'm peeing too! :D
15. Soon, its time to go home. 3 hours just past like this. and Ben ended being the one that the oil loves the most. He kena the most oil being splattered on him. Its mostly Tim's fault. He spilled the soup on that hot oil. poor ben cannot siam in time. So he "ARGH!" loadds of time mann!! Its kinda funny though.
16. I love the way he helped me to shift the prawns nearer to me.
17. I love how he was willing to scope some soup for his friends and me despite the scary oil.
18. I screamed onto Yinsan's ears via the rolled up poster!
19. Ben wanted to help me with my stuff. But I told him nvm I can managed.
20. Ben asked me about the poster. And I told him its Ginvera. And hugged the poster in front of everybody.
21. He went boarded the train alone.
22. I looked at him when he's on the train. When the train ran past my eyes, I didn't dare to look back at him and just laughed becos Yin San laughed.
23. I found out from tim about the girl who ben likes. It reminded me that he might not be kidding about he only reply msgs to the girl of his dreams. and he said no so loudly when jeremy asked so its me rtye?
24. I couldn't feel any lousier than before.
I couldn't sleep well. And the next day I've overslept..
I dunno wad gave me the courage to ask him out for badminton. Probably I managed to convince myself that he won't feel odd.
He was busy with youth camp preps so he can't meet me.
Anw, I felt better after talking to him about random stuffs. haha
I realised that only the person who hurts u, be it indirectly or directly, is the only person that could make you find back your real smile.
I dunno whether its my eyes got problem a not. But from the sideview, I saw him in church.
He said he's not going to special ministry and has not attended one in his life. but there, on friday night, I saw him.
By the way, the speaker made me almost cried. Can I really sing, "take my life, my silver and my gold, not a mite would I withhold, take my hands etc.?"
I felt that I'm still very carnal. becos, I still can't do that. I need more serious discipleship. I seriously think that when ben goes, I can just focus solely on God. Love God more than anything else. Thats my intention, my goal, my aspiration.
Today, presentation was slack. Not me but the faccies. Go around asking pple whether they wan some chips a not when pple are presenting away. HAH! She said I presented good enough and dunnid to cover all. Asked simpler questions like wads the diff between personal care and beauty care industry instead of asking me wads strategic group :)
Its been a while since I last fell down. When ben hits my head, I felt giddy and leaned backwards. I dunno what he was trying to support me from the back. But he grabbed me and it almost touch the side of my boobs mann.. I got stunned when I saw its him and just felt...wah! it feels like I'm in a drama. Lovin it?
Even though he's leaving and do his "political" course, and even though he does not like me,
I will patiently wait. I've never felt so right. Lost in thoughts of him.
It suddenly reminds me of my childhood promise to my mother. Cos I once promised her that I will not get a bf only until I reached 22 yrs old, if I got bf before that, I will become an old witch. If I wait for him, I really might not get any bf till 22! This is seriously so scary. Never promise what you don't mean it. See now, I think I've cursed myself since childhood days. *shake heads*
Oh, just now was his first comment on my facebook status! He said sorry he hit my head.
I wanted to tell him its not the head that feels pain, its how he touched me felt really awkward.
Ben,
After I heard about your scholarship to london to pursue further studies, the first question that come into my mind was, why can't you choose NUS instead? Its pretigous and good. Well, perhaps maybe NUS doesn't have the course you wanted.
Now, Worship service, CEP, Prayer meeting, gospel serive, YP in amk are going to lack of one voice singing, listening, and praying.
Now, Youth camp, mission trip to cambodia, DVBS are going to lack of one person service.
Now, captain's ball and soccer are going to lack of one person playing.
Now, Shi Ting lack of someone to HA!HA!HA! with.
I just hope that all will be well there and that u'll have a safe journey back to Singapore.
I also hope that u'll be able to find a church there to continue to serve Him and reach out to others.
May you be well and happy always. No matter what happens, apply Lordship into your life, and you'll never know what God can do for you!
Just last thing that I hope...
I hope that I'll be able to recognise you when you come back!! :D
Take care. (sobs.)
With lots of love,
Shi Ting
Tuesday, November 30, 2010
A love, A God
There's something that keeps me going, and someone to keep me strong..That something is love, and that someone is God.
God has given me an apage love which is unconditional love. This love is a love that does not demand reciprocation, a love that is self-sacrifice. Self consumes. A love that RESULTED in His sending Jesus down to the cross to die for me.
Thank You Lord for this love, I'm made righteous and justified in His eyes.
Will you give this love just one chance, to be the miracle of your life?
God has given me an apage love which is unconditional love. This love is a love that does not demand reciprocation, a love that is self-sacrifice. Self consumes. A love that RESULTED in His sending Jesus down to the cross to die for me.
Thank You Lord for this love, I'm made righteous and justified in His eyes.
Will you give this love just one chance, to be the miracle of your life?
Sunday, November 14, 2010
I guess
I guess I would feel better after blogging.
So many things happened. The only day which I felt the happiest is SATURDAY.
I seriously love that day mann.
Lunch with mag and san was super funny. I told them jokes and yin san also said some. It really made me laugh loadds even though I'm the one who's telling jokes. HAHA! :D
It happened that I have to play for Children's corner during singpiration on that day too. And I kind of enjoyed watching the kids doing actions and singing praises to God.
I love the bible study session with my dear sisters in Christ. So many came!! Most of them just finished "O"s! Great!! finally they can relax more.
I love the refreshments provided by Uncle Muti. This time round, THERES MY FAVVVVV!!!
SEAWEEEEEDDS!! WOOOHOOO! (sea veggies~)
After that I told jokes to rina and she laughed until very funny and cute!! I was hurrying to one corner to hide myself and laugh really loudly there! ahhaa!
Oh, and I played captain's ball!! I saw ben at the railling there. I think he called my name. And I'm kinda confused and looked at him blankly and said," I'm coming to play captain's ball!"
Anw, I didn't expect myself to play so much. and I just ran and ran and continued to play even its like raining here and there. Enjoyed it loadds. And obviously, enjoyed watching someone playing too. Hahaha! I remembered the way he laughed to yin fei. Super sarcastic yet funny thou. :D He's jus so cute. hehehhehe. And he replayed a face that I did when the ball near hit me. It was jus too scary. So kit soon was throwing the ball with all his might! Oh, and I went to snatch the on-coming ball from him and I accidentally hit his palm I think. (but I don't care. I don't think its painful. so i never say sorry). So I felt tat the captain's ball was scary to me..and I'm scary to kenneth because I almst made his spects fall and he almost tripped. I grabbed his arm and asked whether he's seriously okay a not. I hope he'll forgive me.
Last but not least...the guy(ben), he tapped me with his fingers I guess.. I seriously thought he went off with others to have dinner together. But there he was, next to me. When he tapped me, I was looking down and thought.."do I have a friend that I know that carries something like a hockey stick?" den I looked up...and to my HUGE suprise..its HIMM!! WOO HOOO! JACKPOT!
We talked as we walked over the head bridge. I wasn't feeling that good at that moment because nicholas is chasing after some verdict on food. So I was kinda troubled. But because he was there, I felt slightly better. After he left, I suddenly dunno where my brain went to. I dunno what to type to nicholas anymore. And when I was buying food, I took out my ez link card instead of wallet. I think I'm lost in some wonderland. HAHA! SMILING so much when walking back home. :) Saturday was a great day!
So is today's morning. Ben was sitting a row behind me at the side. And he saw me and I saw him when we're both at a distance. hehhee. I think I looked quite blur that time. Anw, after that..I only get to see him agn after the meeting with the run for your life committee. He was chatting so busily. Well, den I went off to piano. It was pretty good. :) and later in the evening, I went to celebrate with granny too. I felt good too :D
Here's the thing...its tmr's UT!! I just don't feel like studying. My lappy cannot work and my sis is going to make a complain to harvey norman tmr with regards to the warranty. And also my bro might get involved in a police case. Sighs. His friends sold him things that are underpriced (without the boss permission too), so now the goods are with my bro. As my bro thought that the price was given at his friend's boss permission, thats why my bro bought it. Who knows his friend did something with the receipt and now the boss found out and made a police case. Sighs. His poor friends and my brother...I wonder how they are doing now. I seriously hope that they will be fine.
Sighs. I hope saturday comes quickly again. :)
Bye readers :]
So many things happened. The only day which I felt the happiest is SATURDAY.
I seriously love that day mann.
Lunch with mag and san was super funny. I told them jokes and yin san also said some. It really made me laugh loadds even though I'm the one who's telling jokes. HAHA! :D
It happened that I have to play for Children's corner during singpiration on that day too. And I kind of enjoyed watching the kids doing actions and singing praises to God.
I love the bible study session with my dear sisters in Christ. So many came!! Most of them just finished "O"s! Great!! finally they can relax more.
I love the refreshments provided by Uncle Muti. This time round, THERES MY FAVVVVV!!!
SEAWEEEEEDDS!! WOOOHOOO! (sea veggies~)
After that I told jokes to rina and she laughed until very funny and cute!! I was hurrying to one corner to hide myself and laugh really loudly there! ahhaa!
Oh, and I played captain's ball!! I saw ben at the railling there. I think he called my name. And I'm kinda confused and looked at him blankly and said," I'm coming to play captain's ball!"
Anw, I didn't expect myself to play so much. and I just ran and ran and continued to play even its like raining here and there. Enjoyed it loadds. And obviously, enjoyed watching someone playing too. Hahaha! I remembered the way he laughed to yin fei. Super sarcastic yet funny thou. :D He's jus so cute. hehehhehe. And he replayed a face that I did when the ball near hit me. It was jus too scary. So kit soon was throwing the ball with all his might! Oh, and I went to snatch the on-coming ball from him and I accidentally hit his palm I think. (but I don't care. I don't think its painful. so i never say sorry). So I felt tat the captain's ball was scary to me..and I'm scary to kenneth because I almst made his spects fall and he almost tripped. I grabbed his arm and asked whether he's seriously okay a not. I hope he'll forgive me.
Last but not least...the guy(ben), he tapped me with his fingers I guess.. I seriously thought he went off with others to have dinner together. But there he was, next to me. When he tapped me, I was looking down and thought.."do I have a friend that I know that carries something like a hockey stick?" den I looked up...and to my HUGE suprise..its HIMM!! WOO HOOO! JACKPOT!
We talked as we walked over the head bridge. I wasn't feeling that good at that moment because nicholas is chasing after some verdict on food. So I was kinda troubled. But because he was there, I felt slightly better. After he left, I suddenly dunno where my brain went to. I dunno what to type to nicholas anymore. And when I was buying food, I took out my ez link card instead of wallet. I think I'm lost in some wonderland. HAHA! SMILING so much when walking back home. :) Saturday was a great day!
So is today's morning. Ben was sitting a row behind me at the side. And he saw me and I saw him when we're both at a distance. hehhee. I think I looked quite blur that time. Anw, after that..I only get to see him agn after the meeting with the run for your life committee. He was chatting so busily. Well, den I went off to piano. It was pretty good. :) and later in the evening, I went to celebrate with granny too. I felt good too :D
Here's the thing...its tmr's UT!! I just don't feel like studying. My lappy cannot work and my sis is going to make a complain to harvey norman tmr with regards to the warranty. And also my bro might get involved in a police case. Sighs. His friends sold him things that are underpriced (without the boss permission too), so now the goods are with my bro. As my bro thought that the price was given at his friend's boss permission, thats why my bro bought it. Who knows his friend did something with the receipt and now the boss found out and made a police case. Sighs. His poor friends and my brother...I wonder how they are doing now. I seriously hope that they will be fine.
Sighs. I hope saturday comes quickly again. :)
Bye readers :]
Friday, November 12, 2010
Harvesting a courageous thought
Hey readers! :D
The concert was awesome!! the audience made me felt super "shiok"! And most importantly, HE CAME!! He even took pics with me!! one to one!! I felt that the pic does not look really great..cos he does have a fat fat face in the pic. So I cropped out the one that we took together with the other guys, where he was sitting beside me (: cos he look better in that pic. And guess wad, it fits so nicely in the phone as wallpaper and I simply love the phone more because of that wallpaper! my class mate commented that she saw me simply to myself after presentation because I was look at the phone. And she knew it that I was smiling becos of HIM!! haha!!
and I was abit crazy and said, " ben was smiling to me."
Oh well, anw JUST NOW...
I suddenly had a courgeous thought! A thought for confession!
I think to myself...what will happen if I leave the wallpaper there till tmr where all my church friends will see? I imagined myself saying,"Yes, actually I like him since sec 4 and none of you notice it. And I just don't wanna hide anymore." and I imagined myself added, "Cos, I don't feel what's the point of hiding it. And to fall in love with some one like him, I don't think its wrong. And I don't mind letting him know how I feel about him too."
I mean..I can imagined myself saying that.. like seriously.
But I don't know whether I would be brave enough to say it.
And I feel rather foolish and stupid instead if I would have told them.
Because things will spread. And what happens if he don't feel comfortable talking to me anymore? and even avoid me? Will I be brave enough to accept such consequences? Well, I just don't think I'm prepared for this. So yea, I guess I have to be discreet. And probably, I'm just getting wild thoughts and excitement. I should just stop being like this Shi Ting. Cos its meaningless and in the end, nothing may happen.
Oh well...
Bye readers! [:
The concert was awesome!! the audience made me felt super "shiok"! And most importantly, HE CAME!! He even took pics with me!! one to one!! I felt that the pic does not look really great..cos he does have a fat fat face in the pic. So I cropped out the one that we took together with the other guys, where he was sitting beside me (: cos he look better in that pic. And guess wad, it fits so nicely in the phone as wallpaper and I simply love the phone more because of that wallpaper! my class mate commented that she saw me simply to myself after presentation because I was look at the phone. And she knew it that I was smiling becos of HIM!! haha!!
and I was abit crazy and said, " ben was smiling to me."
Oh well, anw JUST NOW...
I suddenly had a courgeous thought! A thought for confession!
I think to myself...what will happen if I leave the wallpaper there till tmr where all my church friends will see? I imagined myself saying,"Yes, actually I like him since sec 4 and none of you notice it. And I just don't wanna hide anymore." and I imagined myself added, "Cos, I don't feel what's the point of hiding it. And to fall in love with some one like him, I don't think its wrong. And I don't mind letting him know how I feel about him too."
I mean..I can imagined myself saying that.. like seriously.
But I don't know whether I would be brave enough to say it.
And I feel rather foolish and stupid instead if I would have told them.
Because things will spread. And what happens if he don't feel comfortable talking to me anymore? and even avoid me? Will I be brave enough to accept such consequences? Well, I just don't think I'm prepared for this. So yea, I guess I have to be discreet. And probably, I'm just getting wild thoughts and excitement. I should just stop being like this Shi Ting. Cos its meaningless and in the end, nothing may happen.
Oh well...
Bye readers! [:
Sunday, October 31, 2010
BREATHE IN~ BREATHE OUT!
HEEEEEE'S GOING FOR MY CONCERT!
OH GOSH! I can't help but to feel super excited about everything EVERYTHING! about meeting him to pass ticket to him and I had a short and heart pacing convo with him just now. Becos I was waiting him to say yes! AND HE SAID YEA SURE! after asking my freaking many questions. I bet he hasn't read any of the facebook msg that I sent to him.. BUT nvrmind! HE'S GOING GOING GOING! :DDDD
I've got his contact no. OH YEA! :D I mean I know where to get his contact number, but I want to ask him personally so that he won't have any idea that I stalked him in facebook.
MY FACE IS BURNING HOTT! hahaha! Yin san made me laugh loadds
She was saying that she shitted when I was in gospel during ushering.
LOL!!! I TOLD HER I CAN'T IMAGINE AND SHE SAID," who ask u to go imagine?! don't imagine! you're supposed to be thinking of smiling and gospel and not think of me shitting LOL!"
PP has to rework. But how to cut down history to 100 words?
Its so impossible. :( NVRMIND. I need to apply my pro summary skills:D
SEEYA ALL READERS!
oh! for those of my who knows about that secret guy...and are going to the concert...
pls, don't make things obvious. okay. don't come and ask me issit him and point to him.
Because he's very observant wan. Once u point point den i "malu malu"
OKAY? help me to keep it a secret :D
THANKS READERS!
bye readers! :D
OH GOSH! I can't help but to feel super excited about everything EVERYTHING! about meeting him to pass ticket to him and I had a short and heart pacing convo with him just now. Becos I was waiting him to say yes! AND HE SAID YEA SURE! after asking my freaking many questions. I bet he hasn't read any of the facebook msg that I sent to him.. BUT nvrmind! HE'S GOING GOING GOING! :DDDD
I've got his contact no. OH YEA! :D I mean I know where to get his contact number, but I want to ask him personally so that he won't have any idea that I stalked him in facebook.
MY FACE IS BURNING HOTT! hahaha! Yin san made me laugh loadds
She was saying that she shitted when I was in gospel during ushering.
LOL!!! I TOLD HER I CAN'T IMAGINE AND SHE SAID," who ask u to go imagine?! don't imagine! you're supposed to be thinking of smiling and gospel and not think of me shitting LOL!"
PP has to rework. But how to cut down history to 100 words?
Its so impossible. :( NVRMIND. I need to apply my pro summary skills:D
SEEYA ALL READERS!
oh! for those of my who knows about that secret guy...and are going to the concert...
pls, don't make things obvious. okay. don't come and ask me issit him and point to him.
Because he's very observant wan. Once u point point den i "malu malu"
OKAY? help me to keep it a secret :D
THANKS READERS!
bye readers! :D
Monday, October 25, 2010
what a day
Perfect submission, all is at rest,
I in my Saviour am happy and blest;
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Saviour all the day long.
Hey readers!
I thanked God that I felt all is at rest! Even though PP had stressed me so much on the previous sat and sun, where I managed to complete the rest of 5 sections, writing an additional of 3000+ words, I felt God's with me, supporting me and let me have the strength and will to finish my work. I'm really filled with His goodness. He is the Only One worthy to be praised!
Here's the thing about today k..
I did something exceptionally stupid in class.
For such a long period of time, I've been shaking my legs, with my legs crossed and thought that my legs were in touch with the bunch of wires underneath my team's table. So i happily shook my legs and my legs "leaned" on the "wires". Den my friend asked me, " Shi Ting! Why are you shaking my legs?" I was "huh?!" and "what?!", "how did you....(know)", and I looked down, still shaking my legs at that position. Man man man...I've been shaking my friend's leg!!! (She's sitting opp me!!) And she told me that I've been shaking her legs for a while!!! And she said she didn't mind, thinking it was okay for a while, but when I still continued to shake my legs (and her legs) for quite sometimes, she just couldn't bear it any longer and asked me why. I was like in a totally shock mode when I just discovered that "paiseh" fact, and at the same time, my other teammate was laughing his head off. He was saying again and again, "HOW COULD YOU THOUGHT THAT THE LEG WAS A WIRE?!?! HOW? HAHAHAHA!" Then we all just laughed out loudd!! He looked down at my legs again as I was showing him how I did it. Den we all laughed again! This was really seriously funny and stupid.
I certainly made their day man! :DD
Kim shared the funny old man that doesn't know how to insert the straw into the plastic cup with the plastic wrapped on the mouth of the cup. (those bubble tea cup kind) I can't believe that the man actually can squeeze the cup (adding pressure to the cup) and best thing is, he inserted the straw on the blunt side, not the sharp side...and of cos, best thing ever done leads to best outcome, and the drink spilled kim and her ah ma!!! hahahaha!!! Kim added that the old man still continue to drink it! hahahha! ULTIMATE OLD MAN! (UOM UOM!)
BYE READERS
I in my Saviour am happy and blest;
Watching and waiting, looking above,
Filled with His goodness, lost in His love.
This is my story, this is my song,
Praising my Saviour all the day long.
Hey readers!
I thanked God that I felt all is at rest! Even though PP had stressed me so much on the previous sat and sun, where I managed to complete the rest of 5 sections, writing an additional of 3000+ words, I felt God's with me, supporting me and let me have the strength and will to finish my work. I'm really filled with His goodness. He is the Only One worthy to be praised!
Here's the thing about today k..
I did something exceptionally stupid in class.
For such a long period of time, I've been shaking my legs, with my legs crossed and thought that my legs were in touch with the bunch of wires underneath my team's table. So i happily shook my legs and my legs "leaned" on the "wires". Den my friend asked me, " Shi Ting! Why are you shaking my legs?" I was "huh?!" and "what?!", "how did you....(know)", and I looked down, still shaking my legs at that position. Man man man...I've been shaking my friend's leg!!! (She's sitting opp me!!) And she told me that I've been shaking her legs for a while!!! And she said she didn't mind, thinking it was okay for a while, but when I still continued to shake my legs (and her legs) for quite sometimes, she just couldn't bear it any longer and asked me why. I was like in a totally shock mode when I just discovered that "paiseh" fact, and at the same time, my other teammate was laughing his head off. He was saying again and again, "HOW COULD YOU THOUGHT THAT THE LEG WAS A WIRE?!?! HOW? HAHAHAHA!" Then we all just laughed out loudd!! He looked down at my legs again as I was showing him how I did it. Den we all laughed again! This was really seriously funny and stupid.
I certainly made their day man! :DD
Kim shared the funny old man that doesn't know how to insert the straw into the plastic cup with the plastic wrapped on the mouth of the cup. (those bubble tea cup kind) I can't believe that the man actually can squeeze the cup (adding pressure to the cup) and best thing is, he inserted the straw on the blunt side, not the sharp side...and of cos, best thing ever done leads to best outcome, and the drink spilled kim and her ah ma!!! hahahaha!!! Kim added that the old man still continue to drink it! hahahha! ULTIMATE OLD MAN! (UOM UOM!)
BYE READERS
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